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[Alexandr Korol]

You don’t understand that. You build all your desires, the majority of you, for your own self-love and selfishness. You do all this not for the system, not for nature, not for humanity. That is the paradox. That is why there is no faith. What I am saying is that you, like me, can be involved in this. And if you suddenly stumble, you immediately ask up, “Why?” and write it down for yourself. If, on the other hand, you find a purse, ask, ‘For what?’ and write it down again. And see what Nature shows you, what enlightens you. What it wants is what you have realised in yourself. Of course, it is clear that someone of your kind can be connected to a demon. So be careful. And you can control it with your mind so that the system only offers and asks for good. It will never offer anything sinful. And nothing out of bounds. It can tell you to open a nursery school. Or you can give your parents a bigger flat and move to a smaller flat because you are greedy. The system, God, can tell you things like that. But the system is that God will never tell you to get tattoos or have a family. And all that kind of entertainment stuff. Never.
You know how else it’s funny how things work? I’m bad for the sinful people in society. Do you know why? Imagine something happens to you and a sinful person in society says to you: “Yes, it’s OK. Don’t worry about it. Let’s go for a drink.” And you say, “I have no money.” And he’ll say, “I’ll tell you where you can get a small loan.” Then you get it in your head that this person is good. Do you know why? He’s never been rude to you, he’s never made a comment, he’s just agreed to everything, and he didn’t care that you were going into debt, that you were going to drink your money, that you were going to be thrown out of your family. He didn’t care, but for some reason it’s written in your head that he’s good. How is life treating me? And I have chosen this burden and this role. And I’m the kind of guy who says: “You can’t drink. You can’t borrow money. And if you have money, pay off your loans immediately, don’t eat, pay off your loans. That’s my approach. And what am I like for everyone? I immediately become angry and narrow-minded with everyone. I forbid everything. I scold people for everything. So everyone immediately thinks: “What a bad, evil person this is, Alex. Can you imagine that?
You know what the third type of person is? Scumbags. Scumbags are the worst. They’re the ones who can use you all, cheat you, send you away, benefit them- selves, super narcissistic egomaniacs, and yet they don’t get punished because there’s no one above them. Huh. What a cool system. And that’s the reality we live in.