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[Alexandr Korol]

There’s something else that bothers me, another strange thing. It’s not the first time this has happened. I’ve studied all kinds of ancient images of Indian religion. And even in our icons there’s this multiplicity. And I really remember when I was in a relationship a long time ago, and when I saw people in general... Now there is no such thing. But before, I was often in society, in movement. And really, very often, people said, not just what they said, but I saw how they had a shock on their face and their eyes bulged with fear when someone sat at the table with me and I said:

– What is it?
– Your face just changed five times in one minute.
– Yeah, well, I’m not an ordinary guy.
– Yeah, no, it’s real. What are you?

That’s what they told me. And I didn’t pay any attention. In fact, I’ll put it this way: I didn’t even understand what they were saying. But then I started to see it myself. But not because they’re doing it and I’m doing it. I probably noticed it most when I was living in New York. When I moved to New York, everything around me changed. When I came back to St. Petersburg, I noticed that every other person, all the people who were strangers, and everyone started telling me, “You’re so good-looking”. And I say to them, “What? Leave me alone. I don’t care what I look like. I’m the brain. Screw the cover. What’s the big deal?” I mean, I actually had that reaction because I was embarrassed and uncomfortable with it. I didn’t understand what it all meant. Actually it turned out that I was in a frequency where my face was lit up in such a way that the contours of the face became attractive and everyone saw it that way. It was because I was in that area, in that frequency. And I really noticed it, so much so that when, on the contrary, I switched off from New York and connected, let’s say, to my country house in the Leningrad region, my face became ugly. That is to say, all my features became swollen and puffy.
The most interesting thing is that you can see the difference, but you won’t find it on social media because I deleted everything. But it was possible to make a direct chronological analogy by photo and video of what my face looked like when I was in New York and what it looked like, let’s say, when I was in Karelia. Can you imagine that? It’s very strange.