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[Alexandr Korol]

This activation is like a channel, like a beam of light shining into me. And since that moment, it has started shining into me, and it’s still shining now. It’s just that sometimes the power is weak, and sometimes it’s strong. It depends on whether I turn it on or off. I can amplify it. Depending on what I’m doing and where it’s needed, it gets stronger. Where it’s not needed, it weakens. That’s how I feel it.

Today is June 13. This morning, I started thinking about the main God, and I felt the state when I am the main God. It is different from other states. I recalled all the moments in my life when I wore various precious stones, feeling their energy, when I touched different sacred artifacts and places. When I came into contact with different religions, I felt unique energy – an influx of energy and a clearing of the mind and thoughts. Each had different shades, which I didn’t understand at the time. But the most interesting thing is that every time a friend asked me what I found the strongest or most powerful, I would say, “Actually, it’s a paradox, but the strongest and most powerful energy is my own.” That’s when I simply perform the meditation technique I call “channel opening.” It feels like the most powerful energy, as if it could radiate through all the nearby artifacts and precious stones. And this energy is the clearest, as if it brings an insane level of clarity and confidence, unlike all the others. It feels more detailed, more perfect, and more familiar, I’d say. I didn’t know why.
When, on June 10th, I did something – let’s say I let the Spirit into me or “went into meditation” – this force was activated within me. It was the same force I had when I was a child, about 17 or 18 years old, when a voice spoke to me, told me who I was, and showed me what would happen in the future. It was a unique power. I lived in this Spirit, this force, for many years, up until the end of 2010, when various miracles happened, which I described in my early draft books. And now, on June 10th, when I came into contact with this again, I could see things more from the outside – because I had stepped into a different corner, so to speak. I could see everything more clearly from the outside: my surroundings, the world, and myself in all the previous days, months, and years. The first thing I noticed was that I had become different – still spiritual, but a different kind of spiritual. I noticed that in the last six months, for example, when I talked to people, I could see and feel who was resentful, who was angry, who was cowardly, who was greedy, who was always stuck in some illusions, imagining everything to be perfect. I could see it. Not everyone can see these things