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[Alexandr Korol]

After an hour or two with someone, I am already dried out, feeling bad with each minute, but I am not dead yet. The oxygen is running out, and I am drying out. I need to jump back into the water and recover. That’s what it’s like if I want to communicate with someone. It’s like a fish jumping out of the water and starting to dry up and suffer. Then I ask the voice, the system, “When will I become all this, in this bliss, in this nirvana, when will I become the main God?” It says it’s still early, that I’m not ready yet, that I haven’t completed my tasks here, and shows me a cycle, a period, maybe September, or early October, or early September, I don’t know. That I need to finish these projects for friends, these businesses, complete the book, and then I can adjust to a new level. But now it’s too early. I haven’t finished my tasks here to move completely into the state of “mindlessness”, or “cosmos.”
Further... The voice advised me again, showing that I need to eliminate certain things from my life to get even closer to what I should achieve. It emphasized again the importance of whom to interact with and also focused on food, indicating what I should not eat. I cannot have milk, chocolate, anything chocolate, anything with fillings, no coffee, cocoa, or anything like that. And imagine how this was revealed? I didn’t even notice how different this adjustment can be. When you become different, you may still do things out of old habit that were bad for you. Because I’m changing, the voice explains that I should observe again from scratch what is good for me and what is not because I am now different. I began to study this and realized that I was used to having chocolate candies and bars with tea, craving sugar. But it turns out that this was bad for me, and I had an allergy to it. I only realized this in the past three days. I stopped eating chocolate, and I no longer have what felt like a slight allergy, like runny nose or anything else – it all disappeared. The voice again focused on nutrition, what is allowed and what is not, and that I should drink Chinese teas less frequently and drink more water because Chinese teas also affect me. If I want something sweet, I can have a cookie, as long as it doesn’t have fillings – plain sugar cookies are allowed. Everything floury, like cookies or bread, is good. It’s better than creamy stuff, which is bad.
Further, it was interesting... I had a dialogue with this voice, and I asked about some secrets or if it was withholding them because I wasn’t ready, but I could negotiate with the system to get these secrets. The system, or the voice, said that one of the rules is that you would reveal everything, but you shouldn’t. I said, “Okay, give me some abilities, skills, or knowledge, and I promise not to reveal it.”