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[Alexandr Korol]

another God, one of the three. Now it is again some God. I need to understand the difference. Both are already beyond the material world, beyond the world of the heart, beyond the world of instincts. It’s no longer human at all. I am now an essence, dancing around, looking into eyes, as if saying, “Hehe, you’re all scared, who is in front of you.” I am like that now. But who I am, I don’t understand. I am learning to recognize these three characters within me. Well, actually four now. But the fourth one you can’t confuse. Right now, I might be the God of the mind. But I am not in the world of the mind as people are when closed off. I am the God of the mind. It’s something different, folks. And right now, if I’m not mistaken, I am the God of the mind. I don’t know if this God of the mind is the God of justice. I don’t know. Or is it something else? Or is it separate? Is there the world of the mind and the God of justice? I don’t know. And in the end, is it the God of the earth, or the God of the sky, or the God underground? I don’t know. But what can be noted right now? What do we see? I can now curse and scold everyone. “Oh, bad, ah, foolish, ah, uncouth”, right? And what kind of God is this? This is the kind of God I am now. Who is this? The God of justice or the God of the mind? I don’t know. That’s who I am now. And when this God turns off in me and another one turns on, it seems I’ll be able to see him even better from the outside. But now I seem to be in him. We can now notice that I want to watch movies about justice. I want to watch the film “Law Abiding Citizen.” I want some kind of justice and cleverness of the mind. I watched the film “Catch Me If You Can.” Then I watched a few episodes of “Lupin.” It seems like all I want to watch is about such things, almost like con artists and the mind. But of course, these films are different, and many show bad people in this world. For example, “The Thomas Crown Affair” or the film “Focus” with Will Smith. Such movies grab attention. Perhaps this is the world of this intellect, of the mind. And right now, I am the God of this world. What I need to recognize, see, or do in this is unclear, but this is how it is right now.

Question: In the book, you mention that the new rules have not yet been implemented and that people are still living by the old rules, which is why they are not facing consequences. When the new system activates, will it be noticeable to us that the system will start punishing people, or will it happen in a way that is not apparent to us? I mean, will a person be aware that they are being punished because of this?