Page 308

[Alexandr Korol]

this way, you are connected in it. It’s an endless maze, a vicious circle. But if you forcibly make yourself read prayers, or “Alternative History”, or the Bible, and decode something, you are changing your coordinates, your point of reference, your angle. This is another way out.

Question: I feel like I want to die. I read a text in your book where you write that this is just the way the world is. And that there are idlers and those who deserve it, and that you cannot get out of this. I live in this state almost all the time; only people bring me out of it, but they are not always in touch with me. And if I am left alone with myself, then everything goes bad again, and I forget all the good. These feelings of fear and emptiness are the most real to me, and only a very strong feeling can wake me up. But if you have no control over your feelings and actions in this world, what can you do to make this illusion collapse? If you have already realized that this is an illusion, but still do not see the essence and your mistakes. There must be a way out. I see that it is possible to live and feel differently.

So, it turns out that... it’s worth noting again that from old memories, I remember that people connected to one of the three main worlds, one of which is dark, often talk about death. They even jokingly say “I want to die.” I always take every word literally. So I look at the person and think, “What did you just say?” because I’ve never said such things myself. One needs to be careful with their language, right? But for people, it’s on autopilot. There are people who endlessly think and talk about death. But the interesting thing is that it doesn’t mean they live less. No, these people can live a long life, infinitely, but they always talk about it. What are these thoughts and desires? They just feel the energy of this dark world, and the manifestation of this energy in them comes out in such words and expressions. So, it’s not without reason that they say such things. They do feel death, but it doesn’t mean they will literally act on it, and so on. But people who express themselves this way are already in that dark world. They are in one of the three worlds, the one that is hell, since they express themselves like that. This is the first sign to identify that they are in the dark world.
What else? You wrote that when you switch to being around people, everything seems fine, but when you’re alone, darkness sets in. And imagine, I used to not understand this. Honestly, I was shielded from all things dark throughout my life; I truly didn’t know about it. Only recently, thanks to you and others,