Chapter 7. The Last Will
I decided to call the Mystic-Old-Man, and at first, I didn’t want to ask direct questions about myself – I wanted to approach it from a different angle, trying to feel out the information about where people go after death and what the possibilities are, whether they can contact the living or not. But in reality, I was only interested in this for myself. Eventually, I decided to ask him directly.
And, of course, it’s a bit sad. If we keep digging into all these messiahs who appeared cyclically at the end of each era when something new was being launched, and if we compare all of that to me and these mythological stories, then it turns out that people will transition into the new era physically. The only thing that will change is the ideological framework, allowing the new era to continue and evolve with humanity. But I won’t be among people – I will die, but I will become this whole world in the next era. In other words, my body will no longer be a physical form – my body will be everything: the path, the forest, every tree. That will be my consciousness – I will become Spirit. But, you see, I won’t be able to meet with anyone from the physical world. I called to confirm this and clarify whether it was true and when it would happen because I feel like it will happen soon. After all, there’s a reason I have always feared this time – that something would happen, that the whole world would be talking and thinking about me, but I would no longer be here. Since childhood, I have been waiting for this time and moving toward it – on one hand, fearing it, and on the other, walking toward it. And now I am on the threshold of it. So it turns out that soon, somehow, for some reason, I must die. And, of course, it’s harsh when you know it’s coming very soon and there’s nothing you can do about it. On one hand, I have evolved to the point that I will still be self-aware, like in a movie, like a ghost – I won’t just fall into unconsciousness like all undeveloped people. But on the other hand, it’s sad. Even physically, I won’t be able to rule over anything. Or rather, I will rule physically, but I won’t be physically present. Below is the conversation – what the Mystic-Old-Man told me.