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[Alexandr Korol]

in the background while cooking, “50 First Dates” with Adam Sandler. And in that movie, the girl has amnesia – well, not exactly amnesia, but some kind of memory disorder. Then later that same evening, I was going to bed, thinking about what movie to put on. I randomly picked “The Bourne Identity” to watch before sleep. And there it was again – amnesia. And he keeps remembering things.

And I think: “Strange, very strange coincidence.” I even wrote it down, I can even check the exact date when I recorded this in my notes. It was recently. It was September 6. The note says: “Two movies hinted at amnesia” – I wrote this down on September 6. And now imagine, I start watching “Lost,” the final episodes, and suddenly everything begins with “You need to remember,” “You have to remember,” “Did you remember?” “Did you remember?” “Everyone needs to be reminded” – and everyone starts remembering something, and they all begin to shake from it. And I think: “Maybe, just like before....” And I start recalling that Big Alexander used to say something similar, that I am already someone, that it’s like I am remembering, or that I already know who I am. He always used to say that I know who I am, but he wouldn’t tell me. I realize that he has been saying this since my childhood. And I understand that I’m watching this series, and maybe this is another sign from a higher force, from this system, that I need to remember something. But it’s not just about remembering – it’s about what happens afterward. Then the series ends exactly on this note, showing that in one life they die, but in another life, where they have been living in a parallel multiverse, they simply wake up – they become aware. That’s incredible. This is what I recorded today on my birthday, and I will definitely include it in my fifth volume. Definitely.
There is something unusual about how it is said in that series, that it’s as if they deliberately prepared everything so that everyone could gather and remember everything. It feels like maybe I am doing the same thing, maybe I am from there... From there, from the otherworld, somehow coming consciously into this time where something is supposed to happen, but it hasn’t happened yet, and it’s as if I am preparing people for it, so that when they all die, they will find me there on the other side or remember everything. Maybe it’s something like that. Maybe this is the meaning of the transition,