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[Alexandr Korol]

Well, it’s all the same thing – these demons, all these illusions, they all came, but he didn’t react to them and ultimately won, which led to his enlightenment. And suddenly, I had this realization – I understood that Big Alexander had told me this a thousand times over the past six months. When I was writing the fifth volume, and the fourth, and the fifth again, about the underworld, about death, about everything, he kept telling me, “Buddha, the demons came to him too.” He was saying this because I had asked, “Why am I even learning all these dark things?” And he told me, “This is actually the very threshold of everything.” I’m already on the verge of something, at the final straight, about to face the boss, so to speak. The tour guide explained all this to me, and for some reason, it stuck in my head so deeply that I suddenly realized – this is the period I’m in right now. It took me so far into the “cosmos” that I don’t even remember how I got back to my hotel room. I have no memory of what happened – I completely lost track of time and space. And the system itself, God, communicates through illusions, and this was its joke. Well, maybe not a joke, but again, we’re all impressionable people, while others are skeptics. I didn’t know that Nepali time is offset by 45 minutes instead of an hour. I seriously thought that during this whole experience on my tour, I had disappeared for 15 minutes. Imagine how much my head was spinning until I finally looked it up and found out that Nepal is the only country in the world where time shifts like that. At first, I really thought I had entered some kind of actual portal – some “corridor.” Seriously, the walls, the floor, everything was shifting – pure chaos. I started trying to gather my thoughts just to document it somehow, and I thought, if I can’t describe it correctly, I should at least record it for myself first.

I had just been at a massage while also talking with the voice. I don’t even go to get a massage for my back or muscles. No. If I feel like I’m in “cosmos,” then at that moment, I either need to call the Mystic-Old-Man to talk to myself through the voice, or what else? Go to a massage to talk to the voice myself. So I went to a massage and talked with the voice. Then I came back to my room, tried to gather my thoughts more or less, and recorded an audio note for myself. Just now, I listened to it again to remember what it was about and what I needed to write to you. And I figured, fine, I can share the text of the audio recording with you. It was recorded on December 28 at 7 PM Moscow time.