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[Alexandr Korol]

I just spoke with Big Alexander. He said that these dark forces that come – I need to befriend them. If I fight or argue with them, they will scare and strike me, but I need to befriend them, accept them, let them in, just like Buddha did. But what’s interesting is that before speaking with Alexander, I was getting a massage, and the voice told me that it’s like pain that needs to be accepted. That when something is pressed on me during the massage, if I resist it, it hurts, but if I stop resisting and just let it be, the pain disappears. And in the same way, I was shown that this is how I must overcome this dark force – not by resisting it but by accepting it, and then it will leave me alone. And Alexander tells me the same thing. But then he says something even more interesting. He says that these spirits are like the foundation of all foundations and that they were studied by Ahnenerbe. That there are certain rules on how to interact with these spirits, how one can establish contact with them, even talk to them, and they can become teachers. He says that children sometimes see them in childhood, but parents don’t believe it. And he says that I have become interesting to these spirits. Though he puts it more like general information, not specifically about me but as something general for people – that sometimes, a person can become interesting to these spirits if that person, so to speak, studies the world of spirits. That’s how he put it. And he said that they can be my teachers, that they can always point out my mistakes and show me something. That Buddha surrendered himself to these spirits, which is why he became enlightened – he did not resist them and did not fear them. And I must do the same, that I must become this enlightened one. Everything happens in stages. And yes... So, I also told Alexander:

– Today I was getting a massage, and I started seeing my future. I never used to see the future, specifically how I would live as an adult. But I saw my future, that I would be older, more mature, and that the world, the people – there would be those who recognize and accept me, and there would be those who argue. And that the world will literally be discussing me. And that this is how it was before – this is how Hinduism appeared when the gods came, and the same thing will happen now. And the voice told me during the massage that I myself can come up with a name, a number of digits, or some elements – it doesn’t matter. But the phenomenon itself, that people will all want to talk to me – that is how it will be when I ‘arrive.’