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[Alexandr Korol]

I now understand the fifth volume, I’ll perceive the first, second, third, and fourth volumes differently. I will now understand what death is, that there are truly four world boundaries. And so, when I finish the seventh volume, where I will analyze all the volumes, I will be fully ready for the eighth volume. In the eighth, I will finally get closer to solving the mystery – I will completely unravel the matrix: in my mind, in theory, in practice, by assembling it physically. Somehow, this is how it will happen. So right now, at this moment, I am still, essentially, a human. Or half-human, half-god – whatever you want to call it – but still not quite what I am meant to become. I haven’t become Him yet, I am only in the process of becoming.
Right now, I was talking with Big Alexander, and we had a laugh. The conversation ended with the idea that once I transform, I will teleport to him. He says, “Well, yeah, we’ll have a cup of tea.” He says, “Yeah.” So I ask him a question, and he says, “Yes, there is also the old God, in whose head we live, and that’s why he controls everything, but he also exists physically, as a person. And he has been raising me my whole life because he controls all of reality, all these four spirits, gods, worlds. And he is making me his replacement. And he’s not bad at all – on the contrary, he is moving on to the next stage, to manage some other universes, meaning he will move on, and the world will transition into my head, at least some part of it,” he says. So this will be some kind of division – who goes where. And that’s it. Everyone will transition into my reality, into my head. That’s how it will happen. And the most interesting thing is that I was shown this before, back in my youth – not childhood, but youth. There was this case... Well, I haven’t had many relationships, only two, so it’s not hard to keep track. But the last girl I was in a relationship with for many years once fell into my world, the one I couldn’t quite name – I called it “cosmos,” “without mind” – and she then said... These were not my words; she expressed it herself. I had never put it that way. But she said, “I see that you are the main one in this world. That you’re the boss.” In the world she found herself in, she even felt that I was in her head, or she was in mine. And I remember, we were walking through the city. This was at Vosstaniya; I lived on Vosstaniya. And we were walking somewhere near the BKZ, and she remembers that everything became three-dimensional, as if all the rustles, all the colors, all the shadows – it was cloudy that evening – everything became super-dimensional. I had also put on music in my headphones, so she was listening, and I was too. And we were just walking down the street,