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[Alexandr Korol]

And then, you see, it was taken away from me, deliberately thrown by these Spirits, the main God, into the grinder, so that I would go through all the trials of all people from the very bottom, write about it in books, and ultimately return to who I already was. That is, I was already shown my final stage, the one I was striving for. Then it was taken away from me, then shown again, then taken away again. And I am very pleased that I have finally freed myself from it. That is, imagine – not through the mind, you cannot force yourself to control it or not react – it is impossible. Something must happen inside from realization, so that no matter what happens now, you can no longer be angry, furious, or upset. That’s it – calm, no matter what happens. But the funny thing is that I used to brag about this in all my books, and then it was taken away from me, so that I would experience it again and write about it. That’s funny. But at least it now allows me to realize that I finally understand in which periods I was truly this fifth God – that’s a very important moment. I should write about it in the next book.

So, when I was working on the seventh volume, which specifically analyzes the first volume – why is it so powerful? Because at that time, I was already who I am only now supposed to become, and all the abilities that manifested then: when a person thought about me, I would call them and say, “Why are you thinking about me?” That is, I already lived that way. The main God let me try being God. He showed me everything, I recorded it all, remembered it, like psychological preparation. And now I am moving towards actually becoming that. Back then, I didn’t know how I had become that way – I was simply given the chance to feel it, and I became it, but without experience, without the path. And now I have to come to it on my own, with experience, by walking the full path. So I basically already know what it is, and now I am heading towards it. I already understand how the management of the world, of people, will work, how I will hear, feel, and see everyone, how I will communicate with everyone through messengers. Ah, I just remembered something – we laughed about this with Big Alexander. He says:

– When the parasites enter your mind, like people... People will transition into your world, and parasites too, some part of them. And you will have to deal with cleansing your mind and cleansing these parasites.