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[Alexandr Korol]

Googled it or read about what it is — I just know. And everyone was surprised — how can that be? And at some point, I even stated in my book and said, “Guys, honestly, I myself started to wonder: where is all this information coming from, how do I know all this? Sure, maybe I was a smart kid from childhood, but I believe it all started after I visited places of power” — that’s what I said back then. That’s how I expressed it — in 2012 or maybe 2011. I remember many people left comments under that chapter asking about these places of power, where I found them, who told me about them, how they influenced me, where the information came from. And later, in some of the rough chapters of my books, I revealed this. I explained that, imagine the paradox — all my wisdom, knowledge, ideas, everything — it flows into me when I come into contact with the matrix, the one I deciphered once in the city of Saint Petersburg. That the moment I start drawing this matrix, the moment I start reading about gods, the moment I engage with it somehow — and the matrix is everywhere, I look for it in gemstones, in places of power, meaning in ancient structures laid out according to the same matrix — every time I come into contact with this matrix, it’s as if something either switches on in me, or awakens, or pours into me — you can describe it however you want. Whether it was always inside, or came from somewhere else, that doesn’t matter anymore. What matters is that after that, it always feels like all the sciences pour into me. But when all of this awakened inside me — like some kind of code — each time from contact with this matrix I’m deciphering, there simply were no words. It was like it existed inside me, but in terms of experience, in practice, I didn’t even know how to describe it, because I lacked the vocabulary. And it always happened like this: I decipher the matrix, just touch it, let’s say, and then, at the very least, for about six months, I’d just live like a regular person — walk around, travel, meet people, talk to someone, visit restaurants, go to stores — that’s how it used to be. And as I did all that, it felt as if the entire matrix that had poured into me or activated inside me began to illuminate everything in this human, everyday life. It’s as if I started to see how people interact, to see cause and effect, to see the structure of everything, how it all works. Because the code flowed into you, and now it’s as if you have to prove it — in practice, so to speak. And I always noticed this pattern — it always, well not endlessly, but often happened this way. And the same thing happened quite recently — in 2023 — when I felt I had completed my entire