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[Alexandr Korol]

So for that multiverse, the prophecy came true — I published the first 100–200 pages of the fifth volume, then died, and the volume is all about that, and it came true, but only there. Yet I didn’t see it, didn’t notice it, and here, in this reality — for you and for myself — I didn’t die, and I continue to live, and you see, now I’m 34, and still working on this fifth volume. This is what I’ve just realized, and I’m in shock — how fascinating it all is, how it works. So I’ve now noted that insight for myself, and as I continue working on the fifth volume, this realization will go into the eighth volume.
What else am I recording for the eighth volume, inspired by the fifth as I finish reading and editing it? I also noted down for myself how the system governs — though I don’t know quite how to describe it properly... But I recently asked the Mystic-Old-Man a question — about the future, when I’ll be returning in consciousness to the past, to when I was a child, just like in the movie “The Butterfly Effect.” So when I return in consciousness to myself, say at nineteen or eighteen years old, and live again in the year 2008... Where, then, is the “main” me — the one in the future who has become God — where is he physically? And he gave a little hint, and I even saw it as a visual: as if I’m living there too, but at the same time I’m returning here in consciousness. As if I have many versions of consciousness, but it’s all still me. A paradox, right? Because we’re used to feeling like just one person, bound to a single linear timeline. And here I begin to understand that it’s as if I’m automatically activating these elements — these gods, these worlds — and they, as though... I’ve become aware of them, and they really are me, and it’s precisely because I’ve realized and understood them that it all works. But it works as if on autopilot, while I continue moving forward. It’s just like when someone’s driving a car — beyond simply driving, they can also easily talk on the phone and sip coffee from a cup in the holder. That is, they’re doing many things, and some actions are on autopilot. You walk to work, but you don’t focus on how you move your left or right leg — it just happens automatically. Though, if you wanted to, you could shift your awareness to it and consciously move your legs with deliberate attention. But when no attention is given, it all runs on autopilot, already regulated. And I saw the same mechanism behind how God is structured — since I’m