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[Alexandr Korol]

appeared in another multiverse? But the essence is that I was already different, and all this magic began, this extraordinary empathy appeared. Ah, yes — and how did I describe it then? That before this event, where I went into meditation for the first time and spoke with the voice — where, in principle, everything began — before that I was still, as if, just a human. So, you see, this magical world, it seems to have a beginning and an end — it wasn’t there from birth. Or maybe it’s just different shades, I don’t know — I’m describing it as it is, as I can remember.

And I realized that before 2008 I was often sick. I was also “without mind,” also magical, but I would get ill. And then, when that happened — this opening of the channel, that meditation when I listened to YOAV’s “Beautiful Lie” and went into some kind of meditation where I was gone for five hours but felt as if it were five minutes — after that, I gained this empathy, that I began to literally read thoughts, to feel the knee, the hand, the leg of every person, anyone at all. And from then on, I stopped getting sick completely — as if illness didn’t exist. As if, no matter what, even if someone poured me poison, I had this feeling that nothing would happen to me, can you imagine? And all of that just in one night. That’s it — I woke up, and I was different, and everything began exactly from that moment. Why? Because I started writing on different forums about how I felt people, about how I didn’t understand what was happening to me. For example: if someone had asthma, it was as if I had asthma. If someone was cowardly, I would feel fear. If someone paid attention and thought about dogs, then while I was connected to that person, I would see only dogs while walking down the street. It was some kind of nightmare — what was happening to me? I didn’t understand any of it. And I would instantly see in every person all their thoughts, all their intentions. They would say one thing, but I knew they were thinking something else. And it was as if I became them so completely that I looked at everything through their eyes. For example, if they were going to the zoo — I’ll imagine this person is Vasya — and if I connected to him psychologically, I knew exactly where he would stop, which animal he would approach, which one he would want to photograph, where he would turn, and when he would start to feel bored