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[Alexandr Korol]

What else do I want to record? Another of such observations is clothing. I don’t yet know for sure, but there are certain things that, you know, it’s as if in this world of heaven you have a favorite item, and that’s it, you only wear that. Because unlike people who, without feelings, can dress differently each time, change their look, switch things up — no, I noticed that in this world of heaven you are always in the same thing. And I was even told something about this — not exactly a remark, just mentioned — and I thought, “Well, so be it.” People don’t know who I am, they probably thought I was poor, and that’s fine. I said: “I just like it.” And imagine, it is also as if always the same — that is, I can wash the same T-shirt and keep wearing it, but I cannot wear others. And so far it has not all been revealed yet, because, as you see, I cannot even put on other clothes. That is why I wanted to record what kind of clothing captures my attention, what I wear in the world of heaven. And on the other hand, I’ll put it this way: it’s as if I simply haven’t changed anything in a month. Well, of course I change my underwear and socks, but I have the same sneakers, the same shirt, the same T-shirt, that’s how it is. I am still observing, but this is also a curious note. And glasses too — sometimes I wear glasses, sometimes not. But they are only for style, not for vision, with plain transparent lenses. And I wear glasses that I had very rarely worn before. I like them so much now, I simply cannot go without them, and I wear these glasses, giving such a transparent, plastic, clear look. What else from such recorded moments? Well, right now — I don’t know, maybe again there are certain “buts” in this world of heaven, I don’t know — but at this moment... Earlier I could put on all my rings in order to sit down with a book, to go into some “cosmos,” but now it’s the opposite, I immediately take all of it off, remove everything from myself. I often open the book “Three Paradoxes of a Creative Person,” very often that particular one. Not “Alternative History,” but specifically “Three Paradoxes of a Creative Person.” That’s how it is.