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[Alexandr Korol]

— Perhaps she will be given part of her memory, to remember something, and part will not be given for her to remember. But those who have already lived everything out here like this, they will no longer be reborn. Why would they?

And he also says it like this:

— There must be only one here, the one whom everyone is waiting for — you yourself understand whom — the one who is king, the new God. And all the others are not needed here.

But what he means is that it turns out only one person has the right to die, be born, die, be born, and remember everything precisely in order to become here the king, the new God, and therefore this function is not given to others. That is, everyone dies, is reborn, until they grow old, but when they grow old, they are then born somewhere else entirely, already in some other worlds. Of course, this is not entirely clear to me, but I am simply recording it. Perhaps in the future I will decode all of this in more detail. For now, I am simply recording yesterday’s conversation — on the 29th I spoke with Big Alexander for a whole hour. Very curious... He asks me:

— What else is new with you?
—Listen, recently the system has been highlighting to me, aside from talismans, highlighting memoirs. In one film about memoirs, in another film about memoirs. Memoirs, memoirs. Am I supposed to write memoirs? Or is what I am writing already memoirs?
— That is only later, when you are old, and so that people do not think you have faded away, you will show them that you were, are, and will be, and always conscious in awareness. And you will always keep writing even in old age.

That is something like what he told me. I thought, all right, then, memoirs — let’s leave it. Although naturally, what were my first associations? If I am being hinted at memoirs, that is always before death. And I think: “Well, the Mystic-Old-Man told me that I will manage at most 11 books.” I will manage — why did he say “manage”? Manage before what?