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[Alexandr Korol]

That after all a person acquires it when he is included in the world of heaven, therefore I had to speak of it, that fate — it is the predestination, which people seek. A favorite word. I know, that from the time of the first books people always asked me, how to find predestination. Here it is, predestination, only in the world of heaven, because if a person is included in the world of heaven, God is present in him, and this is that very fate, that is, you are moved by some higher force, and it highlights everything for you everywhere, prompts you, as for me, and a person becomes like me. Only each has his own role: someone is a musician, someone is a director. And that’s it, and God through you, that is, nature begins to create through you, and then you work for God. Well, and consequently, there are its own pluses, its own minuses, and then you have fate.

And also it is interesting, that before I spoke with the Mystic-Old-Man, I spoke with the extraterrestrials or with the voice, with someone otherworldly, in thought. I asked about myself, and this voice told me, that I, despite the fact that I am now describing the world of heaven, and it is so wondrous and beautiful, I must in no way change my way of life even by one percent. I do not know how to say it correctly... I must not allow myself even one percent more than I allow, not one percent of anything at all. That is, just as I live limited, in something modest, in something restrained, I must remain the same, despite the fact, that I seemingly at times include myself in the world of heaven and describe it, that is, I must not go to New York, take photographs, film videos, keep a vlog of how I eat some kind of food, such things. That is, to become conceited and forget oneself from pleasant mood and to begin to behave in such a way — it is not allowed. And likewise immediately to speak with everyone, to let everyone close — it is not allowed, no matter how much one would want to. No falling in love, no building a family — it is not allowed, no matter how much one would want to. That is, to remain the same modest one, and then there will be no questions to me, no claims to me, no problems. This is what the extraterrestrials said.

Then I asked: “And when what? Well when will there be something, what will there be?” And they said: “Wait, but not soon.” That as if I must always,