Page 104

[Alexandr Korol]

— You understand that I would gladly fire you and watch how life punishes
you further, how you do stupid things, because you are a stupid person.
And how a dark force takes you away, and you will definitely commit some
crimes in the near future. But my task is to save you from this, knowing that
you even speak badly of me, knowing that you betrayed me, I need to save you.
I need to give you advice, I need to protect you from bad deeds.

Just imagine, I say all this to him, but I cannot, figuratively speaking, hold
him at all. That is the paradox of this spiritual power, that one cannot set any
ultimatums, cannot threaten or blackmail, or intimidate, or hold, or hold
physically. No, that is the paradox, that here one needs to talk to this very
demon inside this person so that he himself makes the decision, himself stays,
himself wants to. And this is very interesting, because this directly confirmed
everything, that truly there is a demon in him. Because he could have left.
I said to him:

— I forgive you, I give you a chance. You can refuse.
— I will let you decide, — he answers me.
— No, you want to have an excuse later that you were fired, but I won’t fire you.
If you want to quit, you quit, but when troubles start for you later, it will not be
my fault, but yours. And you cannot be guilty yourself, because you are a demon
inside there, you cannot frame yourself and be framed like that.

And therefore the person could not, imagine, quit. He wanted me to do it.
I say: “No, decide yourself. Want to — leave, want to — not. I give you, on
the contrary, a chance. Here I offer you to work more.” And he stayed and
apologized. So there. So, let’s go further. Love is okay. Next. What else is
there from the fruits of the Spirit? “Joy. Deep spiritual joy that does not
depend on external circumstances, stems from closeness to God. Example,
joy from the awareness of God’s grace even in difficult times.” Yes, I experienced
this even in childhood before and now. Well, and at times I had it,
and now it is returning. This is, imagine, it is as if you have... I will describe
it in another language. It is as if you have such a strong faith in God and
a higher power, that is, there are no doubts at all. That is, you clearly know