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[Alexandr Korol]

So that even if this employee suggests to me, figuratively speaking, in a
restaurant, that I order some soup, and I tell him that I want a salad instead
of soup, he can become angry and offended because of this. Can you imagine?
This is what I have noticed just now, and I recall throughout my whole
life when I met these people with the beast inside — this is how it is arranged
in them generally, how this dark force moves them.
And the most interesting thing is that when I spoke with this employee not
about work, but before that spoke heart-to-heart about family, I told him that
I was talking to a friend, who is Big Alexander, and told him that I am afraid
to speak to you, to make any remarks or comment on something, because
you will attack me. And this very employee, imagine, apologized a thousand
times and said:

— Sorry that I caused you so much stress. You never advise me anything bad,
I know. Sorry that I react like this. It’s just that my parents nagged me all my life.
— Well, you understand that your parents were right.
— I understand.

And imagine, the next day, I didn’t even make a remark, I didn’t even make a
remark to this person. I just said that I do not want to pay money to the store,
to the sellers, until they have the goods in stock. Let’s wait for the goods to
be in stock. And because of this, he just freaked out and argued with me
for a whole hour, and proved the opposite.
Further about plans. I planned — since, you see, I am traveling — to meet
with this employee. The plan is for Sunday. And for some reason, I just had
such thoughts that as if I meet and talk with the employee somewhere on
neutral territory, let’s say, face-to-face, then maybe he won’t be so angry.
Maybe the beast will get scared of me. Or maybe something inside him will
thaw out somehow. So I have in my plans, if nothing changes, on Sunday
to organize a live conversation with this person in whom the beast sits.
Well, and then we’ll see. Maybe this will be the last conversation, this
employee will turn around and leave, disappear and quit. Or maybe this
person will want to apologize even more and confess to something, I don’t
know. This is what is happening at the moment in the battle with this beast.