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[Alexandr Korol]

because the book is alive. Life is not flat but has many dimensions. There are angles and degrees. For example, God guided Rasputin, and God allowed people to kill him. Cruel, of course, but that was his role. People’s lives have little value for God. He is the Creator, and it is a game for Him. He turns the switches on and off. It seems as though He doesn’t care when many people die during the wars. On the other hand, this is our perception. We live in the illusion that we live and die, and we are frightened. We follow something as the donkey follows the carrot. The Creator knows everything, and it is a different scale of values in his perception. Everything is a part of the scenario; we witness people die, and we worry for them, especially when our loved ones pass away. He has everything considered, and it is not cruel for Him. There is no good and bad for God but the language of circumstances. I hope my role in this scenario is not dreadful. It shouldn’t be because I have been kind and naive since childhood. However, who knows what “They” have in mind.

Here is another version. Characters like Napoleon Bonaparte, Lenin, and Peter the Great had the Spirit as I do. This is understandable. We don’t know my scenario yet, but we can guess. Since my books are scientific and about the future, I am from the future. This is good because I might be on the other side and be in charge of something old and awful. It is the same as people protecting the decaying values and dying when the new time comes. I am the originator of the new, and my new time has not arrived yet. What I don’t understand is why they delay and postpone. They may do it on purpose to trick me. I don’t understand. Perhaps something will happen this year, I don’t know. Who decides? Maybe I influence the timeframe? It is not clear.
What’s next? Maybe a good and righteous God has led me from childhood, and Big Alexander is not related to Him. Perhaps God made me a savior indeed. Maybe I must stop all wars and start a new spiritual era according to all prophecies. New era in Russia. I am Aleksandr Korol, and everything fits nicely into the scenario. Virgo is my zodiac sign. Okay, I am from God, for instance, and have enemies in this world. Perhaps I must advocate for spirituality and high ethical morals as they used to be before the Revolution. It is if I must restore the monarchy and revive spirituality and refinement as it should be. Do you know how they show the new and old God in the movies? I have a feeling that there is an old God