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[Alexandr Korol]

If you are a light person, no feelings of vices are broadcast to you. You are simply given no feelings at all. You simply don’t feel anything; it’s simply empty. And here everything is being tested on your vigilance. After all, when your light is switched on, when there is no darkness, you click through the TV, and you still cannot turn on a film that is bad — because everything inside you immediately tightens, or you simply don’t notice it. But the film that is light — it is highlighted for you, and you immediately choose it, turn it on, and from this even more fire burns in your soul, warmth, right? And right now there is none of that. And you watch and can put on a horror film, a comedy, an action film, something low-frequency, high-frequency — anything at all you can turn on, and you don’t understand: what to turn on? And you put on music too and don’t understand: this would do, that would do. And it doesn’t work — it doesn’t affect you, and you don’t react to it in any way. And you don’t understand: what to put on? That’s how these feelings have been switched off. This is the state in which I am dwelling. So that I don’t lose my mind, it is given to me cyclically: a little day comes — the sun, heaven, and earth, where the feeling is, the light, where everything is good, family is in the air; then once a week the Spirit is given — I feel everything, everything is highlighted, I am in the Spirit, and immediately information, signs, everything is just wonderful. And then I return again to this constant state — the one I’m in right now — the darkness that the whole world has entered. That is, darkness has covered the whole world right now.

Here I will give everyone one piece of advice: remember yourself at your most luminous, most spiritual; remember everything light; make a list of all of it; keep a diary, and orient yourself by it. And remind yourself that right now you cannot trust your feelings. Either they aren’t there, or they are false, depending on which group of people you are in. That is the most important piece of advice. Another important piece of advice, especially for people in other groups — for the sinful ones, or those who used prohibited substances. In your case, in order to bear the trial more easily — and I worry about you the most, and I would by no means wish on you the kind of horror that someone might be experiencing lately without understanding what is happening — but here is some advice for you who are scared, who don’t understand what is happening, because it’s as if paranoia, apathy have switched on, and as if something is about to happen to you.