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[Alexandr Korol]

— Well — then I understood that breathing was distracting me, and I stopped breathing. Well — and the track was playing on repeat. I was simply listening to the music and that’s it, and listening to every sound of the music, and imagining how with the crown of my head I am reaching up, as if I want to leave my body.
— And then what?
— And then this started to happen — that my arms were as if like cotton wool, my legs like cotton wool, as if my whole body was being enveloped in something — some kind of gel — and then I understand that I no longer feel either the head or the shoulders. And then at some moment I forget that I am in the apartment, forget that I am listening to music. Everything had, as it were, disappeared, and I am just somewhere.
— Where?
— Well — some kind of space, I don’t know. Just somewhere, as if, like a white background.
— And then what?
— And then a voice began to speak with me. He tells me that I am not a person, but an angel — and that I came here not to live, but to work — and that all who surround me are extras. And then he showed me something strange — that, as if, then all the people would be talking about me, but I am not there. Well — as if the whole world is in shock, as if all the attention is on me, but I am not there — and I am somewhere alone — and that’s it. That is what happened. Maybe because I had left home. It was a period of time, half a year. In those six months, that’s when I became this magical one. I had, in principle, been not simple before that too. But after this, all the wonders began.
— And do you know that what happened to you is a real meditation, the kind that even no monks can attain?
— I don’t know. Well — probably.
— And have you tried doing this technique under the music again? Have you done it at least once since that moment?
— No. — Can you imagine? That is — I couldn’t think like people. And that’s why I didn’t even have the thought to do this technique another time.
— Are you joking? Come on, that’s it — we are ending the consultation now — go home and do the technique. Then you’ll tell me what happens to you, what takes place.
— Alright.