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[Alexandr Korol]

or it may happen. That’s however it comes together now. But the fact that the
Spirit is making this book through me — and if this star-boy decides out of
foolishness to do something wrong with this book, I’m even afraid to think what
may happen to him afterwards, well, what God will do. It’s frightening. But I’ve
fulfilled my task, put in my soul, and the Spirit into it. Plus they showed me the
future right away, that if this book comes out, it won’t be the children who’ll be
more shocked, but the adults. That everyone will become curious as to who, after
all, stands behind it, and who’s the author of this light that I put into it. So that’s
another piece of news.

Another thing that’s again been highlighted for me lately, and various people I
talk with, well, they don’t hint at me, well, through them God, the system, hint
me — that, well, there it all is, this theme of a wife. That Big Alexander forever
keeps telling me that there’ll be a reward, and he keeps hinting that the reward
will be a girl. I, of course, keep brushing him off, he says: “There’ll be a reward,”
and then I was talking with a certain person about my books, and he says:

— But, Alexandr, well, there’s that same Bible, after all, which says that a wife will
be made ready for him. Some kind of new place, as it were. So, maybe a wife is
some kind of country or city?
— That too! That it’s precisely connected, that it’s both a person physically, and
it’s also this place that I’ll now choose. And that right now I’m before this choice,
which place I’ll choose.
— Alexandr, that thing there, this second-to-last level, the last judgment, it’ll be
in glory, the Second Coming will arrive — that’s the matrix, you said?
— Yes. And what this means is I’ll finish deciphering the matrix.

And that yesterday I was falling asleep deciphering it, simply turning it over
mentally in my head. And now I was deciphering it in the morning — that it’s as
if this matrix that I deciphered already exists. I just somehow need to duplicate
it correctly and insert it. Well, so that the star comes out, and everything will
happen, this glory, the throne of glory will come to pass. It’s as if I’m already at
one percent from it, and it simply has to happen at some point. And that when
this happens, then there, it’s said, precisely — what was highlighted for me —