he’s talking about. And, as I understand it, I’m so radiating, and somehow it
works like this… Where I am is very strongly reflected in what’s near me, and in
what city or country I’m in, can you imagine? And that this can have an influence
on a very strong level. And now I begin to recall — there are witnesses to this:
when I’d fly to Russia and come to my farm, strange things happened there
too. Or at the moment when I wanted to fly, or when I’d arrive. Back then even
the mystic-old-man confirmed these strange things — that it’s because of me.
It’s because of my energy. Animals begin to behave strangely. Nature, and in
general people’s psyche too, everything begins to go out of its mind. This began to
manifest even more a year ago, that both Big Alexander and the mystic-old-man
would often whisper to me that I already influence everything, that I don’t
notice it, but I’ll soon begin to notice it, and it all happens more and more
strongly like that, can you imagine? This is the first thing Big Alexander told me
regarding Japan.
Regarding the Spirit, he said that I was switched off on purpose. But there were
strange phrases again there. That it’s as if those who are enemies also want to
eclipse me. But they don’t understand that I’m alive and real, and that I’m always
different, that I can’t be caught and can’t be influenced. Then he says that the
system of nature, which protects me, it switched me off. That is, I’m on such a
level that I can’t make a mistake anymore at all, or be mistaken, or be punished —
that can’t be. That everything that’s happening now is beyond some kind of level,
and it’s all supposed to be as it’s supposed to be, and it’s all according to nature.
Right now I’m supposed to be in this shadow, to read about what a shadow is, to
study what it is. And that everything’s fine… And the Spirit is taken away, again,
not as a punishment, but maybe so that you’d rest from the Spirit. Or maybe so
that no one would track you down by the Spirit. Or so that you wouldn’t go out
somewhere.
— What do you do when there’s no Spirit? You sit at home. So sit. What are you
thinking? Reflecting on everything? Reflect, write yourself notes. And then,
when you’ve already figured out what’s happening with you, then, at that point,
put it into the book. Everything clear, structured, lucid. Right now you’ll sit for
three days, sort it all out in your head, and in three days the Spirit will already
come back. Everything will be fine.