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[Alexandr Korol]

to this cosmos again, i.e. the Spirit entered into him, he understood it. It turns out that a person can notice that he was closed only when he opens again. But the point is I explained to him, it was very hard, I explained to him why he was closed, because he claimed that he did nothing wrong. And he really wasn’t doing anything wrong. And when I proved it to him and explained to him what was shutting him down, he and I both started to wonder if I can explain this to readers. I never will be able to. Because I’ve had a hard time explaining it to him. And people are still so different, I mean my readers, and I don’t know how to explain it to them, they won’t understand.
And imagine being faced with this situation right now. I have an employee, and she has a similar story, she closed down. And I start to explain to her, make another attempt, without giving up hope to explain what closed her down. Because she also didn’t know what was closing a person down, why the “cosmos” dissapeared, and I was able to explain to her too. And since I have already managed to explain it twice, I thought that I should make an attempt and explain to you in the book, how it happens.
Look, if any of you experienced the cosmos, the “wow” when I wrote “Alternative History”, the first volume, especially the ending of this book, I mean, not even the whole book, just the ending. Then you may have experienced this cosmos, this connection. And then you may not have even noticed that this cosmos has disappeared and you have closed. You may not have even felt it, and you may have thought that you were trusting your inner feelings again. They have been replaced, but you think that everything is the same. But you are already too lazy to meditate, too lazy to pray, too lazy to read “Alternative History”, as an example. So it seems to you as if you are lazy. And besides that, you do nothing bad, but somehow you have returned to the old you, to the past. As if no miracles have happened, as if “Alternative History” is in the past. It’s like you’re back in your everyday life and routine. And many of you definitely had it or have it even now. And it’s almost impossible to notice, you’re not even aware of it, that it happened that way. And you are convinced that it couldn’t have happened, meaning you didn’t close up. Because you didn’t do anything wrong. Because you have it deferred in your mind that it is bad to sin. It’s logical.
And now I’m telling you how people are closing. How much this society is growing. And not just the society, but how it all works in general. It turns out