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Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2024 8:11 am
“corridor” and switch to another frequency”. Maybe that will happen; I don’t know. I am just sharing my thoughts with you.
I have never felt my body so light as I have in the last few weeks. I feel like I am ten or fifteen years old. No tension in my neck or back and no muscle aches. I feel so supple and my body is weightless. I have no fatigue and my head is completely clear. Fascinating.
Every time I’ve been in this world that I’m in now, I couldn’t find the right words, just like now. I have tried to describe it in my diaries and I have mentioned it many times in my books. Does anyone remember? Why did I lose this world and was it me who left it or was it the system that took me out of it? Was it me or the system? What was the reason? I need to understand the reason why I left this universe. Was it a situation that took me out of this world? What was it? Perhaps this world has always existed and never disappeared? Every time I visit this universe, I remember what it was like, but I couldn’t settle there. Maybe my mistake was that I tried to get a foothold in this world of places and people when I got there, and I lost it because I got established. Did I lose it because in this universe you have to stay unsettled and in a state of curiosity? I don’t think so... This world is a universe of youth, of family, of home. Maybe someone re- members when I wrote about it before. Imagine a couple driving an old jeep. They could be skaters or surfers. They have a dog and they live in some remote area. They have some artistic hobbies, but they are not of this world. You can’t see or meet them in some popular places, and they avoid mainstream trends at all costs. These couples are citizens of the world, and if you meet them in a shop, it will be the first and the last time, as if they will never go there again. These people have nothing lasting. For example, today they want Indian food and they go to an Indian restaurant. They won’t go there regularly and they don’t have patterns. They keep everything at a distance and don’t have any dependencies or attachments. They have the same approach to people. If they meet their friends, they won’t see them again until they forget about them. They don’t cling to any- thing or anyone, you know? That is very unusual.
The light is also different here. I always look at the light and it is different here. When you are on the frequency of ‘no name’ there are many lights and sources of light. There is a light from the television, or a recess light, a floor lamp, and other lights. But here it is different. I am now playing with the light. The lighting
I have never felt my body so light as I have in the last few weeks. I feel like I am ten or fifteen years old. No tension in my neck or back and no muscle aches. I feel so supple and my body is weightless. I have no fatigue and my head is completely clear. Fascinating.
Every time I’ve been in this world that I’m in now, I couldn’t find the right words, just like now. I have tried to describe it in my diaries and I have mentioned it many times in my books. Does anyone remember? Why did I lose this world and was it me who left it or was it the system that took me out of it? Was it me or the system? What was the reason? I need to understand the reason why I left this universe. Was it a situation that took me out of this world? What was it? Perhaps this world has always existed and never disappeared? Every time I visit this universe, I remember what it was like, but I couldn’t settle there. Maybe my mistake was that I tried to get a foothold in this world of places and people when I got there, and I lost it because I got established. Did I lose it because in this universe you have to stay unsettled and in a state of curiosity? I don’t think so... This world is a universe of youth, of family, of home. Maybe someone re- members when I wrote about it before. Imagine a couple driving an old jeep. They could be skaters or surfers. They have a dog and they live in some remote area. They have some artistic hobbies, but they are not of this world. You can’t see or meet them in some popular places, and they avoid mainstream trends at all costs. These couples are citizens of the world, and if you meet them in a shop, it will be the first and the last time, as if they will never go there again. These people have nothing lasting. For example, today they want Indian food and they go to an Indian restaurant. They won’t go there regularly and they don’t have patterns. They keep everything at a distance and don’t have any dependencies or attachments. They have the same approach to people. If they meet their friends, they won’t see them again until they forget about them. They don’t cling to any- thing or anyone, you know? That is very unusual.
The light is also different here. I always look at the light and it is different here. When you are on the frequency of ‘no name’ there are many lights and sources of light. There is a light from the television, or a recess light, a floor lamp, and other lights. But here it is different. I am now playing with the light. The lighting