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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2023 8:11 am
and “They” allow it, then it must be necessary. But this is not about karma. There is a slightly different principle at play here, and I have to react to this situation somehow. And so I thought about it, and it unsettled me somewhat, and I wanted to just let it go. But then my thoughts turned on, and I felt an emotional response. I understood that this man was such a monster that I should somehow punish him. And then I thought, “No, if I do that, I’ll drop to a low-frequency.” Then I lose, and he wins. I can’t be led to provocation. Then, I wrote a quote that was very powerful for me: “Do not provoke and do not fall for provocations.” This is the first thing I learned when I entered into society, and it has helped me greatly.
And while we’re on the subject of health. Sometimes, I didn’t sleep at night, sometimes I totally forgot to eat, or if I did eat, I ate junk food. I drank a lot of lemonade, and I drank whiskey at night to help me fall asleep. I also smoked cigarettes from time to time.
As a child, I had some strong attitudes towards certain things. I couldn’t read books, I couldn’t listen to people, and I couldn’t take drugs under any circumstances. It felt necessary in order to protect the connection and the knowledge within me. When I was little, my parents used to drag me to the doctor, but I didn’t have a clue what was happening. And I didn’t go to the doctor for ten years, and I thought that I would die soon cos even though I knew I was resilient, I understood that it was bad that I had gone to such extremes and put so much pressure on my body. But when they checked me, they said that everything was fine and I wondered how this could be. I had one tooth to fix. There are people who care a lot about physical health, but I don’t give a damn. If I scrape my leg, I’ll bleed, and I’ll continue to work. That’s the kind of psycho I am. I have a curvature of the spine, and there’s a problem with my skin. And that’s it. But I have now taken care of my back. And interestingly, there was no problem with my back; it just turned out that my back muscles were atrophied, and I hired a trainer and strengthened my lower back in a month. But I just didn’t put any importance to it. I understood that even if I am disabled, like Stephen Hawking, the main thing is a sober head. Today, I can create different businesses in different countries without leaving home. This is how I conduct
And while we’re on the subject of health. Sometimes, I didn’t sleep at night, sometimes I totally forgot to eat, or if I did eat, I ate junk food. I drank a lot of lemonade, and I drank whiskey at night to help me fall asleep. I also smoked cigarettes from time to time.
As a child, I had some strong attitudes towards certain things. I couldn’t read books, I couldn’t listen to people, and I couldn’t take drugs under any circumstances. It felt necessary in order to protect the connection and the knowledge within me. When I was little, my parents used to drag me to the doctor, but I didn’t have a clue what was happening. And I didn’t go to the doctor for ten years, and I thought that I would die soon cos even though I knew I was resilient, I understood that it was bad that I had gone to such extremes and put so much pressure on my body. But when they checked me, they said that everything was fine and I wondered how this could be. I had one tooth to fix. There are people who care a lot about physical health, but I don’t give a damn. If I scrape my leg, I’ll bleed, and I’ll continue to work. That’s the kind of psycho I am. I have a curvature of the spine, and there’s a problem with my skin. And that’s it. But I have now taken care of my back. And interestingly, there was no problem with my back; it just turned out that my back muscles were atrophied, and I hired a trainer and strengthened my lower back in a month. But I just didn’t put any importance to it. I understood that even if I am disabled, like Stephen Hawking, the main thing is a sober head. Today, I can create different businesses in different countries without leaving home. This is how I conduct