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[Alexandr Korol]

Big Alexander said that I should be everywhere. Not in any particular country but everywhere. But I am in the States now, then somewhere else. How is it determined where I need to be at what moment? First of all, this is not done by the mind, but by feeling, and circumstances lead me. I ended up in New York at the very moment when it was necessary to escape from society to end my current relationship with the material world. In America, my heart opens even more. I began to collect elements that charged me: the people, the music, the aesthetics, and the way of life in general; this is the place I need to be right now. It opens me up, and then I experience a transitional period. I have to go further, and the path is clear. I need to go to France, England, Ireland, Scotland. It leads me there. But why? Because I am now studying jewels, precious metals, and precious stones, and therefore I must know about everything classical, including opera, ballet, and visual arts. I must visit golf courses, historical buildings, and universities and get acquainted with a multitude of people along the way. There will be a definite chain of events. Circumstances. A month ago, I was alone, but now this transition has taken place, and everything has changed. Until quite recently, I did not plan to put an end to America. Big Alexander also said that I would often come here. But now I urgently need to go to the UK. I am drawn to it, and I can feel it.

In my world, without a mind, there are no problems. Everything is unique, and everything is magic. I am in this world when I’m alone, and when I meet a person and they open to my world, then they also experience the magic and miracles. But if a person begins to push his own agenda, and if I give in to him, then he pulls me into his world. And in this world, there are no miracles, only problems, you know? A person needs to find the courage to say goodbye to his world in order to enter mine. And to date, there is not a single person who has believed enough to let go. Even though their minds are reporting that in my world, everything is inclusive, everything is cool, there are no diseases, there are no problems, there is happiness, confidence, faith, no fears, no doubts, no gossip, no evil, no conflicts. But people still cannot take the leap of faith. Why can’t they? Because it’s scary to go into this uncontrolled state because the mind craves control, and a person cannot change this. And even if they walk away from the mind temporarily, they are bound to return before too long.