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[Alexandr Korol]

How pure I am, to look into my own eyes and see that. It will somehow turn me on even more or something like that. Then I say:

– And can this society influence me not to publish the third volume of “Alternative History” this year?
– Well, of course it can. It can make you lazy. But it won’t work on you. That’s all taken care of. It can make you do something, but that won’t work either. So so- ciety can try, of course, but it already knows that it cannot influence you in any way.

He also said something else... He said

– You did the right thing by leaving the matrix, but you should appear there at least once a month or once every two months, write a chapter or publish a book, so that the people who believe in you do not lose heart. They need to know that you believe in them too. And that you haven’t turned your back on them. That’s very important to them.

And rightly, he said, I didn’t fall under the influence. “It’s as if you’ve been test- ed for a year and haven’t been tempted. Well, I had the opportunity... I mean everybody offered me, people, kind readers, to do an online school and I turned them down. They offered me partnerships and I turned them down. They offered to be friends with bloggers and do something with them, but I refused. They all said to me:

– Hey Alex, money doesn’t matter. Of course we know you don’t need the money. We will take the money for ourselves. But you want everyone to read your books, don’t you?
– Books? Yes, of course I want everyone to read my books. I replied.
– Then that’s what you have to do. You have to declare yourself, just like all these fraudsters, all these coaches.
– My consciousness won’t let me. Somehow my soul resists.
– Come on, forget it, you’re going to talk about your books, you’re going to talk about the good stuff. You write good things in your books, come on!
– No, it’s not going to happen.