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Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2024 12:25 pm
is better and you have learnt everything. And suddenly you feel that itch again, and you want to dive back into society, and you think you are cool now, and you will have everything. And then you get there and you get chewed up and spit out again. And you’re all battered and bruised and you crawl back into the “corridor”. You heal all your wounds. You pick yourself up. And then you go back into that society. That is the mistake I have noticed, such a blind, imperceptible mis- take, a trap. Don’t fall for it. I’ll explain it to you. Imagine I was in society and suddenly I left society. I left home, isolated myself, watched films, listened to music, meditated, studied everything unique and lived like a scientist. And very rarely, once in a while, once in a month I could see a person, and even then it was always a super nice, open, spiritual person. I didn’t go to restaurants, and in general I couldn’t stand any news or flashy people on social media and that vibration.
And that’s what this world is, where all the magic is. But then things got better and what did I do? I went into society. Why did it get better? You remember why you came to the “corridor” in the first place, but it’s erased and forgotten. You remember how you got into the “corridor” – because people are traitors, everyone is evil. Women want a rich man, friends only choose rich friends with cars and flats. No one listens to classical music. Everywhere you are cheated, betrayed. Everywhere you are forced to do something. Be friends with this, be friends with that, be friends with the wrong one. Work there, because that’s where the money is. And all the money, money, money. And all this horror. And it’s all weighing you down. And I, like a teenager, like all schoolchildren, like in the films, I just left home. And the magic and the fairytale began. I lived in this magic for a year, two, three, metaphorically speaking. Everything is cool. And then, when you’ve got all this cool, already cool, cool, cool, it’s like temptation comes after you. And it’s like it’s not a sinful temptation. So you didn’t think it was a temptation. But just like some people want to get to know you. Some people want to be friends with you. Some people want to have a relationship with you. And then they offer you a job. And you think, “Why not travel? It’s great.” And you don’t think you’re doing anything wrong. But you don’t realise that you’re changing the way you used to live. And you don’t realise that all the magic was sitting in a room watching Ka Pex. And the point is, I’ve had that a few times. And I don’t want to do that anymore. And that’s one observation.
And that’s what this world is, where all the magic is. But then things got better and what did I do? I went into society. Why did it get better? You remember why you came to the “corridor” in the first place, but it’s erased and forgotten. You remember how you got into the “corridor” – because people are traitors, everyone is evil. Women want a rich man, friends only choose rich friends with cars and flats. No one listens to classical music. Everywhere you are cheated, betrayed. Everywhere you are forced to do something. Be friends with this, be friends with that, be friends with the wrong one. Work there, because that’s where the money is. And all the money, money, money. And all this horror. And it’s all weighing you down. And I, like a teenager, like all schoolchildren, like in the films, I just left home. And the magic and the fairytale began. I lived in this magic for a year, two, three, metaphorically speaking. Everything is cool. And then, when you’ve got all this cool, already cool, cool, cool, it’s like temptation comes after you. And it’s like it’s not a sinful temptation. So you didn’t think it was a temptation. But just like some people want to get to know you. Some people want to be friends with you. Some people want to have a relationship with you. And then they offer you a job. And you think, “Why not travel? It’s great.” And you don’t think you’re doing anything wrong. But you don’t realise that you’re changing the way you used to live. And you don’t realise that all the magic was sitting in a room watching Ka Pex. And the point is, I’ve had that a few times. And I don’t want to do that anymore. And that’s one observation.