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[Alexandr Korol]

What are we getting to during the conversation? What is there? Are you still body and memory, or are you still conscious, or are you not there at all? Where are you? Are you in every multiverse or are you not? That’s it. That’s where this is going. And when you get free of all that, it’s like you gain power in relation to all external factors: people don’t affect you, worlds don’t affect you, all these multiverses. You don’t lose your awareness anywhere, and you don’t lose your- self anywhere. And then there is this one that you have found yourself, realised yourself, like a ghost. And further, purely theoretically, I am only going to this... It turns out that anything is possible. Like I wrote in 2010, “Guys, it feels like if I ever die, it’s like I’m not going to fall asleep like people do, I’m not going to lose consciousness. You know, when a person dies, it’s like when they fall asleep, I mean, they pass out. They get dizzy, you know, they pass out. And what I’m do- ing, you see what I’m doing all the time? I’m training my consciousness all the time. And by going into all these worlds where you can fall asleep like that and go on autopilot, I’m counteracting that and learning to sober myself up in every way to remind myself that I’m there. To always be in a state where I have found myself, you know? So that when I die, my consciousness is under my control. Sounds beyond fantastic. But on the other hand, you know, it’s strange. But for now it’s just a theory. I’m a dreamer. And I love all that science fiction stuff. That’s where I’m going.

Question: So you realise that this is a virtual reality, to the extent of your development, and you continue to do everything. You approach problems and difficulties much more easily. The last thing that steals your attention is the illusion of choice. It makes you sad inside. You just accept everything, like in the last part of “The Matrix” they said, “The choice has already been made”. There is no question as such, I would like to know your thoughts on that.

Yes, you have a choice. It depends on which side you look at it from. When I am in a stupor, I immediately have this icon in front of my eyes where God is sitting and there are a bunch of circles around him and he is in circles – these are the worlds. I immediately remember this drawing and I remember that it is necessary to explain to the readers which of the worlds it is. Because it is different in each world, it turns out that you have a choice specifically in your world, and you