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[Alexandr Korol]

Interesting observation about how my view of people is now even more different than before. Even though I’ve been looking at them consciously, soberly, without a cover, since I was a child, it’s even more different now. Now I see people as programmes. Some are groups of programmes, or a programme in a person, or a person is a programme, or they are part of a programme of about a mil- lion. And I look at how all these people were formed, how they were incubated, who dominates over whom, who ducks, and generally the friction of souls, let’s call it, through which these programmes are formed and developed. And what I noticed was one of the things. I made many observations, but one of them surprised me a little. Although it’s logical on one hand, I somehow didn’t see it that deeply. Maybe I was asked the question... If someone had asked me ten years ago, “Alexandr, what is the purpose of a person who has problems in life?” I would have said: “To develop”, and that’s basically what I wrote. But if I had been asked another question, “Can a man develop without problems?” I would have said then, “Yes, he can”. But I would have been judging based on my experience, I think. But now I would still say that a man without problems cannot develop at all, not anyone.
Now take note that the great system in which we all live is deliberately trying to obscure the cover of your life in such a stormy situation. Let’s say some of you are constantly in computer games and some of you are constantly at work. And that’s where the bad situation happens. But if you take away all these beautiful covers, it is actually you, and there is a clear, like a countdown number, when you will have an emotional-psychological outburst. And it was as if it was inevitable. And it was going to happen. And if you’re a gamer, it was going to happen in your life as a gamer. And if you’re a workaholic, it would happen in your work. If you’re in a relationship, it would have happened in a relationship. Then you experience that problem and you solve it and you get out of it somehow. But everything you do is also wrapped up in a cover. So if you have a rift in your relationship, it is as if you are trying to fix it. If you have a misunderstanding with your boss, you are trying to get him to forgive you or to explain something to you. If you are stuck in a computer game and you have a bad situation because of it, like some debts, you solve it there. But what you actually learn – when you take away that cover – you learn awareness, responsibility, foresight, cause and effect. You learn the philosophy that is the code. But you cannot perceive it, read