sit and stare at one spot at home for five hours, or even 10, and feel like I didn’t need anything else. Or I could go outside and just walk. You don’t even control or think about how long you’ve been walking or where you’re going. You just walk, and that’s it. You are in a state of 100% relaxation, 100% faith. As if, if something suddenly crashes or bangs behind you, you wouldn’t even flinch. You wouldn’t even need to turn around. It would all just pass by you, go around you. And that’s how I was back when I started writing my first books. And now I am returning to that state, to where I came from. So it turns out that everything that has happened to me up until today – this is the third volume of the book. But from today, maybe... And it ends with the fact that I am this Kalki Avatar. And the fourth volume, if it happens, or if it’s a separate book, will likely be about some kind of transformation, the process of becoming, that starts today.”
As I understand it, what is happening right now is that I am collecting information starting today by observing myself. The process itself involves not only observing and recording everything, but also noticing, commenting on, and drawing conclusions from it. The goal is to resist my old self, to stop feeding that identity entirely, and to recognize my new self, my new version. And to learn how to nurture, strengthen, and not lose this new self. Right now, this process is happening – a transition from one rhythm, one frequency, to another. I am describing this to you as the first steps, in a way that’s very beginner-friendly. Although, of course, I could have skipped all this and jumped straight into the complex aspects, but no. I need to describe the entire path from the most basic level, as if I were the simplest person, showing the difficulties that ordinary people face, how they can overcome them, and how, by observing this, the transmutation occurs.
Do you know what other curious thoughts I’ve had? That what I used to write was, essentially, my old work, my old life, which is still ending. My task back then was to promote, through all my books, the idea of stepping out of the old world, devaluing it, explaining that there is a new world where everything is much better – why stay in the old one? And, in fact, do you know what I realized? The old world is the material world, society, let’s not get caught up in semantics – it’s the world we were born into. Somewhere within it, there is a trace of spirituality. People started calling it “spirituality.” But in reality, it’s not spirituality; it’s just a new matrix. A tiny, weak frequency that everyone likes and wants to feel.