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Posted: Mon Sep 23, 2024 11:14 am
thoughts. I have so much attention, even more now, and it’s energy. But I want to ground myself. I told him:
– Imagine how the system worked. It has been marinating me in that old world, in society, in the material world, starting in November or December, pushing me as low as possible in these vibrations, only to later show, through my example, how I would climb out of it. To create a story for people. To show each step. At which step people face certain difficulties, and how I solve them. How I defeat this serpent on the first step, on the second, on the third, the fourth, fifth, and so on. And now, from the very first step, I’m showing it all.”
I’m explaining this to my employee. And I told him how, at certain moments yesterday, I started grounding myself by talking to my employees, then watching a bunch of different Russian movies and series. And then, this morning, I woke up, and I’m describing it all, how I decided to record everything as notes, like a diary. Then I said that I completely dove into the book, and that if I had a thousand pages now, I would read them all and work on them, because otherwise, you’ll go mad, with nothing to do. I gave him a nice example, I said:
– You know, when energy flows, let’s say... – it’s not exactly like this, but it’s easy to imagine this way – imagine energy flowing from space into me, into a person’s body, and a person always wants to make a hole in themselves to let it out, so it doesn’t build up inside. People want that; they feel comfortable that way. And when energy flows into me, I immediately want to write to someone, call someone, or do something, eat something. You want to find somewhere to release that energy, so it doesn’t build up. But in reality, you need to plug all the holes, not spend attention on anything, even though you really want to. You need to start circulating that energy within yourself, to let it build up in you, only in you, so you are complete within yourself. But people always want to attach themselves to something.”
And so, I told my employee that since I’m now forbidding myself these distractions, I understand that if, for example, I don’t allow myself alcohol, Coca-Cola, and chocolate, then, on autopilot, what will I do, just like everyone else? I’ll grab and eat the amount of food that, by code and vibration, would be equal to drinking a glass of whiskey. People always want to numb themselves.
– Imagine how the system worked. It has been marinating me in that old world, in society, in the material world, starting in November or December, pushing me as low as possible in these vibrations, only to later show, through my example, how I would climb out of it. To create a story for people. To show each step. At which step people face certain difficulties, and how I solve them. How I defeat this serpent on the first step, on the second, on the third, the fourth, fifth, and so on. And now, from the very first step, I’m showing it all.”
I’m explaining this to my employee. And I told him how, at certain moments yesterday, I started grounding myself by talking to my employees, then watching a bunch of different Russian movies and series. And then, this morning, I woke up, and I’m describing it all, how I decided to record everything as notes, like a diary. Then I said that I completely dove into the book, and that if I had a thousand pages now, I would read them all and work on them, because otherwise, you’ll go mad, with nothing to do. I gave him a nice example, I said:
– You know, when energy flows, let’s say... – it’s not exactly like this, but it’s easy to imagine this way – imagine energy flowing from space into me, into a person’s body, and a person always wants to make a hole in themselves to let it out, so it doesn’t build up inside. People want that; they feel comfortable that way. And when energy flows into me, I immediately want to write to someone, call someone, or do something, eat something. You want to find somewhere to release that energy, so it doesn’t build up. But in reality, you need to plug all the holes, not spend attention on anything, even though you really want to. You need to start circulating that energy within yourself, to let it build up in you, only in you, so you are complete within yourself. But people always want to attach themselves to something.”
And so, I told my employee that since I’m now forbidding myself these distractions, I understand that if, for example, I don’t allow myself alcohol, Coca-Cola, and chocolate, then, on autopilot, what will I do, just like everyone else? I’ll grab and eat the amount of food that, by code and vibration, would be equal to drinking a glass of whiskey. People always want to numb themselves.