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[Alexandr Korol]

in people. But after the 10th, I still see through people, but in a different way. What I first remembered was that it had been like this when I was a child. I didn’t just see someone’s weaknesses or qualities; I became them. If I sat at home and thought about someone, focused on them, I would immediately begin to see, think, and feel like them. I saw that every person has something fundamental driving them, and everything else stems from that. Suppose you have a sister. Throughout your life, by observing her, you can say she is like this or like that. She could describe herself that way too, but that’s already the effect. The cause is something else.
For example, if I now became your sister – as an empath, I’d feel like your sister – and imagined her, I would start feeling like her. I would sense the core code that has been with her since childhood. I’d start to feel that “no one appreciates me, no one loves me, I’m ugly, I’ll end up alone, everyone else has everything, and I have nothing. Everyone is lucky, everyone has good jobs, good parents, good husbands, and I’m nobody, and I’ll never have anything.” I would also see scenes from her life: if her parents told her, “Sorry, we can’t pick you up; can you at least get to the nearest bus stop?” For this girl, your sister, when her parents say this, she feels such a crazy amount of resentment, as if they told her she was worthless. Imagine her reaction, even though her parents just asked her to go two stops because of traffic. To her, it feels like an insult, like they don’t love her. And imagine, I start feeling this way. I’m giving you a made- up example to help you visualize it. Now imagine I start feeling like that. But here’s the story: how does this girl live her life? She’s a straight-A student, has the “perfectionist syndrome”, always tries to do everything right, always helps everyone – constantly. She always tries to show that she’s smarter and better, and that’s why she loves to correct things, always ready to do everything for others. And do you know why? Because of this complex. Stemming from her core code, she behaves this way. You see how the system works: when a person has such an internal problem – this is their core code – everything else in their life stems from this. It determines what kind of partner they choose, how they relate to their family, what kind of job they choose, and where they can’t work. Everything stems from this core code and its consequences. But here’s something else curious. I became interested, given the state I’m in, and I began to remember different people and become them to see through their eyes how they feel and see the world. I discovered something interesting. In my circle, apart from people with karmic ailments, so to speak, each of them