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[Alexandr Korol]

not quite like this but a bit different. Or perhaps, on the contrary, I’ll reinforce these reflections that I’m sharing now.
There’s also this thought: in the first and second volumes, when I wrote about needing to create a time machine, a matrix, that people would transition into, and that it repeats in some way, that someone has already done it, and I must do it, or I’ve already done it in the future, but now I have to do it again, returning to the past. It’s all veiled. I tried to explain all of this, but today I had the thought that maybe I’m just remembering this because the main God is manifesting here now, and He is manifesting within me because I am Him. And He is manifesting, and it’s like I’m not creating this or going to create it, but this main God is telling me how He became this God. He’s showing me the entire path so that I can now experience it and become Him – but in fact, He already is. Let’s look at it differently. Imagine your task is to become the main God. But to truly become the main God, you need to know the history of how He became the main God and how He created the world. So, it’s as if I’m learning all of this now, but in reality, He has already done it all. But for me to become Him, I need to understand how He did it. How He became Himself, how the world is arranged. And it’s like I’m just remembering all of this now. Everything has already been done, which is why I’ve said before that everything I’m thinking up, I see that it’s already been thought up. This reality we’re in – I’ve thought about how to create it, but I now understand that I’m already in it. And maybe it’s just God telling me how He became what He is and how He did it. And the more I realize this, the more I become Him. And He manifests more and more in me. That’s what I’ve noticed. But again, these are just reflections.
I can also share my reflections, though I don’t know if these notes I’ve been making in recent days will end up in the final version of the third volume of “Alternative History”, or if it will be part of the fourth volume, or perhaps even a separate book. I don’t know. But if it ends up being the third volume or a separate book, and if this gets published in the final manuscript, what I’m sharing now as reflections – find my book “Alternative History”, third volume, and start reading from about page 100. Read it. It will be very interesting because everything I’m talking about now, I also reflected on back then. But it feels like it was in a different time, and like I was a completely different person. It’s so strange. Everything that’s happening to me these past few days, when I sit down to edit the third volume of “Alternative History”, I’m reading the same things that I’m encountering now. Imagine how multilayered this all is... It’s just like,