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Posted: Mon Sep 23, 2024 11:22 am
here again. Because I already am him. This explains why I’ve always known everything. Because I’m just remembering it all. I’m trying to materialize here, but as a Spirit, I am already the main God. And I created all of this. And all the Gods – that was me appearing in all eras. Even all the music, everything that was created. Everything from God. I only want to listen to classical music. And I immediately want everything to be stone, angels, museums, churches. The main God prefers this, the classical style. I want to watch such films right away, but I’m just rambling on, trying to express all this in human language.
And if we’re talking about it, I need to watch movies about abilities for information, to make a list of all types of abilities, to take note of what the system will highlight for me. In addition to that, I need to make a map of the frequency of the main God again. Everything that resonates with me now, I need to record. This includes classical music, certain films like “The Illusionist”, “The Prestige”, “Anonymous”, “Gladiator”, “Alexander”, and so on. I also observe what things capture attention – their color or material. And when, unconsciously, some random people online have been writing for years about how “God is love”, even though they don’t understand what they’re writing about – because it will take them a long time to even comprehend or feel true love – they just do it on autopilot. But I understand that yes, the main God is love, but it’s the kind of love I wrote about, which is the acceptance of everything. When you have no claims against anyone or anything at all. When any scoundrel on Earth, you regard them as your closest, dearest child or person... You have no grievances against them, and you even want to support them extra, to protect them more. You accept them for who they are.
I also noticed that when I am this main God, people feel and react to me differently. Everyone reports to me. You know, in each of you, there’s a certain parasite that makes you want to be sneaky or hide something. But here, when I talk to you, you can’t do that. You feel like confessing everything. That’s the kind of power manifesting now. Or it’s as if you immediately feel guilty for everything.
Another unusual feeling is that I don’t want to see or talk to anyone. Because when I’m alone, it’s like I see everything, hear everything, and know everything. But if I meet with someone, they take all my attention. I’m only with them. And it’s as if I stop seeing everything else and only see the person in front of me. That’s why I don’t want to meet or talk to anyone for long. I don’t want to clutter my attention. I feel good alone because I see everything. I’m not distracted.
And if we’re talking about it, I need to watch movies about abilities for information, to make a list of all types of abilities, to take note of what the system will highlight for me. In addition to that, I need to make a map of the frequency of the main God again. Everything that resonates with me now, I need to record. This includes classical music, certain films like “The Illusionist”, “The Prestige”, “Anonymous”, “Gladiator”, “Alexander”, and so on. I also observe what things capture attention – their color or material. And when, unconsciously, some random people online have been writing for years about how “God is love”, even though they don’t understand what they’re writing about – because it will take them a long time to even comprehend or feel true love – they just do it on autopilot. But I understand that yes, the main God is love, but it’s the kind of love I wrote about, which is the acceptance of everything. When you have no claims against anyone or anything at all. When any scoundrel on Earth, you regard them as your closest, dearest child or person... You have no grievances against them, and you even want to support them extra, to protect them more. You accept them for who they are.
I also noticed that when I am this main God, people feel and react to me differently. Everyone reports to me. You know, in each of you, there’s a certain parasite that makes you want to be sneaky or hide something. But here, when I talk to you, you can’t do that. You feel like confessing everything. That’s the kind of power manifesting now. Or it’s as if you immediately feel guilty for everything.
Another unusual feeling is that I don’t want to see or talk to anyone. Because when I’m alone, it’s like I see everything, hear everything, and know everything. But if I meet with someone, they take all my attention. I’m only with them. And it’s as if I stop seeing everything else and only see the person in front of me. That’s why I don’t want to meet or talk to anyone for long. I don’t want to clutter my attention. I feel good alone because I see everything. I’m not distracted.