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[Alexandr Korol]

were mostly people with Hindu beliefs. They were from the post-Soviet region, but all of them were drawn to Hinduism. And I was really cautious around them because I was still a modern guy, and I thought it was some kind of cult. They used strange words, names of deities, and had bizarre, trippy, almost psychedelic images. I thought they were drug-addled lunatics. Honestly. And they were my first readers – there were so many of them, flooding my social media, telling me that I was “someone.” And you know what? I blocked them all and added them to my blacklist. Just so you understand how foolish I was, and I admit it now – I was 18 or 19 at the time. But now, only at the age of 33, life has brought me here. See, life has to lead you. And that’s how it has led me now, spending the past two weeks wide-eyed, studying Hinduism, realizing that everything I’ve been discussing in my books is also discussed here. But their words, their names, can be off-putting. And now that I’ve come to this, and life has guided me here, when I look at it all together, I realize that my readers’ views may change as well. They may find interest and respect for this as I have. It’s fascinating how things turn out. And thanks to their scriptures, these Hindu teachings, I’ve started seeing and understanding everything differently. And now, through my books and this exploration, my readers will likely also change their view of Hinduism. It’s curious how this is unfolding.

I’m no longer sure how many cycles I’ve gone through across all these frequencies, or let’s call them multiverses, where people live, so that I can tell every facet and every person how I’ve conquered this illusion. Or maybe I’m just here to describe the weaknesses found in certain types of people once again. What I’ve noticed now, interestingly, is how cunningly people close their hearts. Let me share a real example. Imagine you are aware that people who eat a lot, and it’s really a sin, do so to numb themselves, to avoid feeling nature, conscience, or themselves. Perhaps it’s because they’ve been hurt before. Some people drown their sorrows in alcohol, others constantly distract themselves with work. These are the people who always work just to avoid being alone with themselves because they feel uncomfortable. In fact, everyone feels uncomfortable being alone with themselves unless they are aware and spiritual. Only spiritual people feel good being alone with themselves. And that’s why they constantly try to distract themselves: with games, social networks, phone calls, messages, new acquaintances, travels – whatever it takes. Shopping too. But they do it endlessly. Even if they forbid themselves half of what I’ve listed,