They seem to do good things, but again, they do it to avoid feeling themselves or the world. They don’t want to be aware. Then, there are people who turn off their phones more often or disconnect after work. Even if they have free time, they don’t rush to meet others; they try to eat quickly instead of turning it into a long social event. They feed their bodies and hurry to be alone with themselves, dedicating time to writing, music, painting, journaling, reading, or playing chess. These are peaceful rhythms, calming the brain. The next level is when they stop writing or reading and can just sit or stand and observe. The more you can do that, the better. This is a super level, but even this is not the limit.
As I see it, a long time ago – though I can’t say the exact date – when I was 17 or 18, I first heard a voice. It showed me everything, told me what would happen, and in principle, almost everything has come true. I lived with this idea. Then, on June 10, 2024, this main voice showed me something new, what I should strive for, and I don’t know the time frame. It might not happen this year, maybe in 10 years, maybe in 50 years. Maybe I will spend my whole life walking this path. But it didn’t just tell me – it showed me how far I could develop. I felt it – how much one can free oneself from the system, from the influence of everything, and how a person feels completely free, without thoughts, with full faith. I felt it. Perhaps this is the path I will walk. Maybe it will take a long time, maybe it will be fast, but the point is that I will walk this path, with the sole purpose of sharing everything I learn. I will share all this information through books with my people, my readers. Step by step, I will describe all the obstacles and difficulties and how to overcome them to achieve freedom. Perhaps I will describe this for a long time, and maybe I will capture certain days or moments and then analyze them, sharing my observations on why I was able to feel like a free person for a day or a week, and then why I became a person with certain anchors again. What are these anchors? Where do they come from, for what reason, and how can one free oneself from them? Just like everyone else, I have my weaknesses.
From my recent self-observations, here’s something I would share with my readers. If you are a good, well-mannered person, you might break one of your own rules because of someone else. For example, let’s say that on Wednesdays, I always dedicate time to being alone, meditating, and praying. But one Wednesday, my friend has a competition, and I feel obligated to go support him. Now I’m at a crossroads. Naturally, I might think, “Well, okay, I’ll support my friend.” On one hand, it seems like a good deed, seems right, and doesn’t