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seem selfish. And, depending on a person’s level of life, on the lower levels, it’s necessary to cancel your Wednesday and go to your friend. If you don’t, the system will punish you. But in my position, at my higher level, it’s the opposite. I’m breaking a deal with God, with the system. I foolishly plunge into human, mundane nonsense, afraid to offend someone, agreeing to support them at a performance, for example, instead of explaining that I have a very important meditation. I’ve caught myself in this situation, realizing that I should already be living by these rules 100%, and I even know them. I should live by the rules the system gives me, but in certain moments, even in seemingly kind situations, I still give in to people, even though I shouldn’t. As a result, I get “hit” for it, just like anyone else. But I’m learning. I’m walking this path. I’m trying to record everything in journals, notes, and voice recordings. Whether it becomes a separate treatise or makes its way into other books, it will surely be part of my novel “Alternative History” in one of its volumes.
- Watch the movie “Tron: Legacy.”