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[Alexandr Korol]

have these “wants.” But again, I know exactly what I could do to activate those same desires in me that you experience. I just don’t do the things you do to avoid triggering the same feelings and thoughts you have. Because they aren’t truly yours. They appear because you allow them to, you connect yourself to the frequency that carries those temptations. I simply don’t do that. If I were to log into social media right now and start scrolling through how people live, chatting with old classmates, I’d suddenly want to start a relationship, get a dog, live for myself. All those desires would wake up. Why? Because that’s the vibe in that world. Once I connect to that world, those desires start surfacing in me. So, why don’t I have those desires? Because I live like Batman. I sit alone. Sometimes I talk to Alfred, sometimes I sit alone with my papers. That’s my lifestyle. When you live in a state of peace, focus, and discipline, you create those conditions for yourself. And how did I become this way? I’ve isolated myself from temptations. I focus on things and interact only with what triggers immense willpower and spiritual strength within me. If I were to watch some silly, lighthearted series, it would spark the wrong thoughts and desires in me. I’ve brought order into my life. All your desires, trust me, come from something or someone you let in. Perhaps motivation plays a role. Many people can’t live like I do because they don’t know what’s in store for them if they do. But I have to reveal all the mysteries to humanity, to be connected with God and become Him. I’m walking the path of God. How could I trade that for a date with a girl in a café, drinking Aperol? Why would I want that? Am I a fool? Some people might find that more important, but my values are on a grander scale. For you, it’s a process of work. You need to watch classic films that teach ethics, culture, and proper conduct. Recently, I watched Jane Eyre, and the way they speak, how beautiful it is. Yes, it’s literature, but still, how elegant their communication is, how the governess behaves, her values. If you watch films like that, read such books, spend your weekends in libraries, visit churches or cathedrals, and keep a journal, you won’t have sinful thoughts or be overwhelmed by temptations. But if you keep watching social media, scrolling through Telegram, following news and influencers who are often charlatans, it’s no wonder you lose control. This dark virus takes control of you, sending impulses that you want more attention from people, that you never have enough. You develop this insatiable consumer hunger. Everyone connected to this system, this devil, succumbs to it. That’s why people are willing to do anything – post nude photos, flaunt money, chase scams and shady jobs for profit. They show off cars, travels, and that’s the fall from grace. It’s written about in all spiritual texts.