with the Mystic-Old-Man or with Big Alexander, I am actually not talking to them, but to myself. That’s the essence of it. I gave this example in another book, referencing the film “A Beautiful Mind” with Russell Crowe. It’s based on real events about a scientist who began seeing people who didn’t exist and communicating with them. In reality, it was his mind that worked in such a way that it created those versions of people, but it was still him. He found it easier to process information that way. So, these people started appearing to him, but he was actually just talking to himself. Everyone around him saw that he was talking to himself. The tragedy was that he couldn’t see the boundary, that these people weren’t real. I clearly see these boundaries. I have not lost my sense of reality, not even by a fraction. This is very important – to unlock all this information and still remain sane, conscious, and in full mental health. It’s crucial. You see, I don’t lose the sense of what is allowed, and I don’t behave inappropriately. That’s why I receive this information – because I’m firmly grounded, mentally healthy, and aware. The system provides me with information in the right doses, the amount I can handle, ensuring I don’t lose my mind. The way I interact with myself, or how the system interacts with itself, looks like this from an outside perspective: I hear the voice – that’s one version. In addition, I write about hearing different voices – that’s the second version. Third, something inhabits me, and it shows me everything by itself. Fourth, the system highlights films and things to me. Fifth, I communicate with messengers who come to me. And sixth, I also communicate with Big Alexander and the Mystic-Old-Man. And all of this – it’s all the same thing. Can you imagine? It’s just that the system, this virtual reality, this simulation in which we live, interacts with me, and I interact with it in this way. That’s how this communication happens.
If we dig even deeper into this, there’s the saying, “It’s beyond comprehension.” All of this, in fact, is me – just manifested in different ways. I am raising myself, and I am communicating with myself. Do you understand? No? One day you will.
Question: In your book, you wrote that if you build a relationship with someone, for example, with a girl, and her matrix is such that according to her scenario, I should get sick because all her boyfriends got sick, then I will get sick. But let’s say I have a different matrix and a different scenario. So, whose matrix will dominate? Will my life adapt to her matrix, or will hers adapt to mine? I’ve also noticed this in simple walks with people: with one person, it feels like they are connected to me, and with another, it feels like I’m in their world. How does this dominance work?