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should look at all of this. You don’t need to go further into questioning what’s behind God, the main God – don’t go there. If that’s the case, then yes, there are illusions. Wrong illusions. This illusion of what’s good and what’s bad, your desire to stuff yourself with food, to fill your pockets with money, to prove something to someone, your resentments toward your parents – all of these are illusions. Imagine how absurd it is to be resentful of anyone, especially your parents. It’s such foolishness. And it’s all illusions, all animal instincts, unconscious behaviors, things that seem real to you but aren’t. That’s why I could never interact with such people. Understand, while this is a world of illusions, there are also the illusions of material people, and there are also those who are in the illusion of society, of the devil. And this society is still growing. Now imagine, for all these people, this illusion shows them that you, I – we are bad. Can you imagine how frightening that is? It’s scary to even leave the house. Naturally, when this world of illusions collapses, it will be wonderful because everyone will see who I am, who you are, and everything will be fair. But for now, the world of illusions is so distorted that it’s terrifying. And while this world of illusions exists, all the devils, all the bad people, sinners, they are all in power right now. All we can do is wait. And yes, in your own world, the one you live in – each of you has your own little world – you need to escape these illusions more and more. What are these illusions? Catching yourself when you’re on autopilot, first and foremost. All of you have some automatic behaviors or actions. You take a sip of tea and start swishing it in your mouth. You’re constantly told, “Don’t do that, it’s impolite”, but you keep doing it on autopilot, not understanding why. Or you constantly grab something to eat on autopilot. You’re always checking messages on autopilot. All these automatic actions where you are stuck, attached. These attachments, too – habits, attachments – are all part of the illusion. They all reinforce these illusions. But you need to feel that freedom, to be in the here and now. You’re sitting, drawing, and nothing else concerns you. You’re sitting, writing, and nothing else concerns you. You’re watching a movie, and nothing else concerns you – you’re just in the movie. But illusions are these constant unconscious desires – always wanting to eat something, check something, buy something. You’re always wanting something, always feeling like something’s missing. This is all part of the world of illusions. That’s why I always loved – there aren’t many of these films – but I loved when a movie shows a character who is somehow outside the system. Because it always conveys that state of awareness, like I have. When it’s like you’re watching