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Posted: Mon Sep 23, 2024 11:52 am
everything from the outside. Like in the movie “The Equalizer.” He always sits in the same café at the same time, reading a book. Or in the movie “The Accountant.” He works, but when he comes home, he has his own rituals, he’s by himself. And it feels like... There used to be more people like that, but now, you see, we’re in such a time where there are almost none left. Everything has clouded people’s minds. But when I recently watched the movie, again I’ll repeat, “Jane Eyre”, watch that movie. It’s not about the matrix or God, but there is such clarity and awareness in the dialogues. What a conscious girl she is, how she interacts with this man she works for. What are they even talking about? And she’s “awake”, which is why he noticed her, unlike all the others who are stuck in their fears, their complexes, all alike, like a mass. But she stood out. Yes, the movie is about love, but I see a kind of clarity and awareness beyond that. It’s as if, in the past, each person felt themselves more clearly and expressed their thoughts and desires more consciously. Right now, it really feels like something has been put into everyone’s food, and people are acting like fools, lost, not understanding, not remembering what they said, not remembering why they did something. Seriously, every person is like that now. They don’t even understand why they said this or that, why they reacted the way they did, where they put something, why they like something or dislike something. They understand nothing. And that’s how everyone is living now. It’s a nightmare. And if you keep interacting with such people, you’ll start becoming like them. Everything is interconnected in this way too. That’s why my circle of interaction is very limited. Of course, I communicate with different people, but I interact less with those who are in a haze, in a fog. And naturally, I communicate more with those who are more conscious. But I do it based on how I feel. I do everything to ensure I don’t lose even 1% of my clarity and awareness. And I try to increase my clarity and awareness even more. It’s about self-discipline, self-control, like willpower. You wake up, read a prayer, exercise, take a shower, boil an egg, eat it with black bread, drink tea, and get to work. You do your tasks. And then all your remaining time is for development, for creation, for labor. And yes, you need to step out of the fog. You need to look at where your weaknesses lie and work on that. For example, if someone tells you, “Today, wear these sneakers”, and you respond, “Oh, I don’t want to, they’re ugly, I don’t like them”, if you already feel discomfort from this, you’ve sunk very deep into illusions. There should be a balance, as if, psychologically, everything should be indifferent to you, but without complaints. It shouldn’t matter if your sneakers are cheap or