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[Alexandr Korol]

you might fall ill or something else will happen, especially if the system needs you. Regarding your situation, you say you can’t be alone. While I was traveling, especially two months ago, I was with family. I’ll say this: I don’t support your excuse. You might say, “But you’re Alexandr Korol...” but that doesn’t matter. We’re all growing, all developing. And I’ll tell you this: even if I have a house full of 20 people for a month, yes, it will distract me. But it won’t stop me from going into “cosmos”, even while being with them in the house. Trust me, if you want to, you can quietly find solitude, focus, get up earlier, or go to bed later when everyone else is asleep. They aren’t breathing down your neck 24/7. You can find these little windows of time for yourself. They don’t follow you to the bathroom. You can spend an hour in the shower – that’s your time.
Someone might remember, I always wrote in my books, in “Paradox”, that I wrote almost all my books in the bathroom because I didn’t live alone. Where else could I find solitude during moments of insight, when I didn’t want to be interrupted while writing? That was my place of power. So it is possible to do this, even when people are around. You just need them not to distract you. Either wake up a bit earlier or go to bed a bit later. And you must learn to go into “cosmos” even if there’s someone nearby. The point is that the system still wants... I remember asking Mystic-Old-Man about this: “I have this thought to run away from everyone and disappear, that it will help me get into ‘cosmos.’ But on the other hand, is this bad? Maybe I need to learn how to get into ‘cosmos’ while staying among people?” And I also asked Big Alexander. Naturally, the system wants me to learn how to do this without changing all the external factors. It’s cool to be able to immerse yourself in my book, even when you’re in an apartment where people are making noise. Without even using headphones, you can become so absorbed in the book that, despite the noise and chaos around you, you’re fully focused and don’t notice anything else. You need to learn this kind of engagement, this deep focus. When I write in my journal or work on a book, I can do it anywhere: in a car, in a crowded or stuffy space. I’ll still write a chapter. The key is more psychological than physical. A person struggles to reset themselves or concentrate when they’ve formed an attachment. What should we focus on now? It’s not the physical environment, but the psychological aspect. Recently, I wrote that the system doesn’t count how busy you were all day, doing tasks and seeming productive. It counts what was happening on a subtle level – whether you were attentive, focused, and operating at a high efficiency, or not. If not, then there’s a consequence. It’s the same here. It’s not about whether you