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Posted: Mon Sep 23, 2024 12:09 pm
There shouldn’t be many people. Perhaps just one person, and it might not be clear who. Maybe a neighbor, a boss, or a colleague who doesn’t lead you into a stupor like others do. Identify such a person. You can interact with them reasonably. With others who induce a stupor, don’t socialize. Focus on learning and working. With those who induce a stupor, you only need to interact briefly and purposefully, like I do. Call or text for an hour or two for business, then disconnect and recover. That’s how I manage all my projects. If I maintained daily contact, I’d become foolish.
Question: You mentioned that the main God enjoys everything classic: music, stones, angels, museums, churches. What else does He like? How does He view all other worlds?
It seems as though everything classic belongs to the main God – everything precious: stones, jewels, gold, and everything royal. It feels like everything in the house, the apartment, should be made of stone, noble materials, wood, and stone. The clothing also seems to need to be classic. This represents a true classicism. More than that, it feels like churches, angels, and Petersburg evoke a state of extraordinary elevation, where you’re a hundred percent certain about everything and control everything. But it’s not a sinful, egoistic, or inflated feeling. Rather, you are completely relaxed but not empty; instead, you feel filled with something noble. You immediately want to immerse yourself in it, perhaps watch all the classic films. This frequency of history and classicism urges you to visit museums in London, Petersburg, or New York. You want to stand and walk differently, with a soldier’s posture, with straight back, and you want to wear glasses. Everything should be well-fitted and proper. It seems like everything is at its best, with no doubts or negatives – only positive qualities. I was given a glimpse of this and then it was taken away, with the instruction that it’s not yet the time. So, I’m doing everything I can to regain and retain this state.
Question: You mentioned that the main God enjoys everything classic: music, stones, angels, museums, churches. What else does He like? How does He view all other worlds?
It seems as though everything classic belongs to the main God – everything precious: stones, jewels, gold, and everything royal. It feels like everything in the house, the apartment, should be made of stone, noble materials, wood, and stone. The clothing also seems to need to be classic. This represents a true classicism. More than that, it feels like churches, angels, and Petersburg evoke a state of extraordinary elevation, where you’re a hundred percent certain about everything and control everything. But it’s not a sinful, egoistic, or inflated feeling. Rather, you are completely relaxed but not empty; instead, you feel filled with something noble. You immediately want to immerse yourself in it, perhaps watch all the classic films. This frequency of history and classicism urges you to visit museums in London, Petersburg, or New York. You want to stand and walk differently, with a soldier’s posture, with straight back, and you want to wear glasses. Everything should be well-fitted and proper. It seems like everything is at its best, with no doubts or negatives – only positive qualities. I was given a glimpse of this and then it was taken away, with the instruction that it’s not yet the time. So, I’m doing everything I can to regain and retain this state.