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[Alexandr Korol]

me, I was absolutely sure, without doubt, without my mind interfering, that this was my city, St. Petersburg. I told Big Alexander, and he said, “Of course, St. Petersburg is the oldest city in the world. Everything started from there. Just no one knows it.” I realized that it was my home. Just as in my childhood, when this Spirit would enter me, I would say that this was my city and that the tsars built it for the future, it was all true. I understood that there would come a time when this city would literally become mine. I didn’t even think about how or when it would happen. I just believed a hundred percent that it would happen someday. I wasn’t concerned with questions of when, why, or how. I only wanted to listen to classical music in those early days after the 10th. I also began to see and feel people differently. I recalled everyone who came to mind and saw what motivated them and who they were. It was as if I saw the truth of each person. A guest came to see me, and I told him everything about everyone and about him. Then I called Big Alexander, and it was as if it wasn’t me, but the main God, speaking to him and making remarks about what should and shouldn’t be done. Big Alexander took it very seriously. He understood who was speaking to him. It was very unusual. Because the next time I spoke with Big Alexander, he started by reporting to me, saying, “I’m doing everything exactly as you said. Everything started from that day.” Also, I asked to be photographed, but there are no photos from the 10th. When you’re in that state, you forget everything. I also started to recall and notice that many Hindu deities are depicted as blue. When I began watching superhero movies, many superheroes were blue. Even Superman’s suit is blue with red. Interestingly, this blue color seems to have been subtly introduced into my mind through circumstances for the past year. It became a focal point again, and I started to realize that I liked the color blue a lot over the winter. I even forgot that on December 30, a messenger asked me why I was wearing a green sweater instead of a blue one. When I edited the third volume of “Alternative History” and came across this moment, it struck me even more, as if I was growing towards this blue color, though I didn’t know what it meant. I began to understand that every color, regardless of the object, carries a different code. You might physically see red, green, or blue, but they each have different energetic qualities. It seems that blue is being highlighted for me. I started to pay more attention to blue things, including semi-precious and precious stones of blue color, to create items for myself and see how I feel with them. Even though I had forbidden myself from acquiring anything, if I come across a blue sweater, I might buy it if circumstances allow. But I don’t do