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[Alexandr Korol]

I wouldn’t say it’s some sort of material frequency. I wouldn’t call it that I am closed either. It’s like I feel a lot of energy within me, but it seems to be concentrated in my chest. And if before, when I wanted to affect the taste of a drink with the power of thought, I did it with my head, because it always felt heavy, hot, and noisy, and I directed the energy there. Now, it seems that all my energy is in my chest, not in my head. It’s like I can now direct this energy from my chest, like a beam, onto tea and change its taste. I’ve never experienced this before. It’s very strange. I began to try to understand what this frequency or multiverse I’ve entered, or what this new aspect of myself, likes or dislikes. I calmly did push-ups and squats in the morning. Sat down with a book, worked with good concentration, no thoughts, no mood swings. My chest is warm, as if the chest chakra is activated, with a lot of heat. My head is super clear. But there’s no feeling of receiving information from the “cosmos” like before. It’s like I’ve been disconnected from something. What is this? Did I do something wrong? Or is it just a transformation? I can’t even choose which movie to watch. Usually, when you’re in a certain mindset, you choose music or movies from that perspective. Now, of course, I do it the old-fashioned way. Classical music is a bit more pleasant to me than anything else, by one percent. But overall, it all seems the same. I don’t know. The same with movies. It feels like I want to watch an action movie like “The Equalizer.” It’s strange. Why? You know, when a person is emotionally unbalanced, it’s like shaking a Coke or soda, and the gases build up, it bubbles. But here, on the contrary, there’s calm inside. And calm in my head.
Very strange.
One person said to me:

– Hey, can you charge this? – and handed me a cup of tea.
– Why are you giving it to me? How can I charge it for you? My connection to the cosmos is off.
– But you can put your current state into the cup so I can drink it and feel what you’re feeling.
– Well, alright.”

I did that for the guys. They drank the tea. I just looked at it. They said: