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Posted: Mon Sep 23, 2024 1:37 pm
So that’s what I did. I just disappeared from everyone to avoid harming myself or others. And when I met with my friend and started talking to him about all this, I was still in that state. I said to him:
– It’s scary to write about this in a book and tell people about it because they will get involved in it.
On one hand, I shouldn’t worry about this because, as they say, I am from God, meaning I am part of the system, and everything I do is for the good. I don’t belong to myself, that’s clear. But on the other hand, I understand why. I realized that only after I exit this state, after I am free from this influence, can I publicly reflect on this topic and capture it in a book. That’s basically what I’m doing now. So everything is safe now. But what did I learn from this?
Initially, when I was under this influence, I told my friend, “Alright, let’s assume this is done intentionally by the main God, let’s assume it’s done by the system, and that now I am experiencing three worlds, and perhaps I’ve ended up in one of the worlds, the underworld, what is now called “hell.” And so I ended up there, and like the world of heaven and the world of earth, it probably also has stages, categories. The most primitive category is the one with fearful people, scared, with a sense of being a victim, as if you are the victim. There’s a category where you are in darkness, but you are sinful, tempting others and sinning yourself, but at least you’re not scared, you’re having fun. That’s another level in darkness. And there’s the highest level where you are the “wrath of God”, when you are Justice, punishing everyone who sins and behaves badly. I start deciphering all this to get out of these illusions. I begin to understand that I haven’t done anything bad. It happened accidentally, I ended up in this hell. Then I understand that, indeed, I have been traversing all multiverses for half a year to free myself from them, to liberate myself. The system immerses me in each multiverse where people live their lives, and I solve them in a couple of days and move on. I am transforming and developing rapidly. If I am to become the main God, then I must experience the world of darkness, which I have never interacted with before. So, I was probably plunged into this world of darkness. That’s how I started to think. Then I start to understand how to free myself from this and what the essence of it is. I realize that I probably need to see it all from within while being in this hell, so that later I can write about it in the book. And describe how I got out of it to provide a way out for others who might find themselves there.
– It’s scary to write about this in a book and tell people about it because they will get involved in it.
On one hand, I shouldn’t worry about this because, as they say, I am from God, meaning I am part of the system, and everything I do is for the good. I don’t belong to myself, that’s clear. But on the other hand, I understand why. I realized that only after I exit this state, after I am free from this influence, can I publicly reflect on this topic and capture it in a book. That’s basically what I’m doing now. So everything is safe now. But what did I learn from this?
Initially, when I was under this influence, I told my friend, “Alright, let’s assume this is done intentionally by the main God, let’s assume it’s done by the system, and that now I am experiencing three worlds, and perhaps I’ve ended up in one of the worlds, the underworld, what is now called “hell.” And so I ended up there, and like the world of heaven and the world of earth, it probably also has stages, categories. The most primitive category is the one with fearful people, scared, with a sense of being a victim, as if you are the victim. There’s a category where you are in darkness, but you are sinful, tempting others and sinning yourself, but at least you’re not scared, you’re having fun. That’s another level in darkness. And there’s the highest level where you are the “wrath of God”, when you are Justice, punishing everyone who sins and behaves badly. I start deciphering all this to get out of these illusions. I begin to understand that I haven’t done anything bad. It happened accidentally, I ended up in this hell. Then I understand that, indeed, I have been traversing all multiverses for half a year to free myself from them, to liberate myself. The system immerses me in each multiverse where people live their lives, and I solve them in a couple of days and move on. I am transforming and developing rapidly. If I am to become the main God, then I must experience the world of darkness, which I have never interacted with before. So, I was probably plunged into this world of darkness. That’s how I started to think. Then I start to understand how to free myself from this and what the essence of it is. I realize that I probably need to see it all from within while being in this hell, so that later I can write about it in the book. And describe how I got out of it to provide a way out for others who might find themselves there.